♥ Dear Diary, I'll Tell You My Little Secret ♥

♫ Do You Really Love Me? ♫

2010-06-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

Will there be a day when YOU and I, together..
Walking on the beach, hand in hand and enjoy the scenery?

I got an A for my Moral, Seni and Sivik.

Moral - 93%
Seni - 84%
Sivik - 80%

Seriously, these are all...
USELESS SUBJECTS -.-
Though we need Moral for SPM XDD
Anyway, I got an A for BI. at least an A for important subjects! XP

26TH JUNE

Venue : Armada Hotel, BBQ Buffet :)

I definitely look fat in it ;(

27TH JUNE

I know, how sweet huh?

But no worries, we're definitely straight :)
Moreover, this girl is taken =P

What are we doing? O.o
Texting, of course. :P

I dont know what exactly im doing XDD

I saw her blog.
Its like you texted her everyday.
But I dont want to care about it.
Because I dont know what should I do.

❤ BEST FRIEND FOREVER ❤

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get,
it's what you are expected to give

❤ Wish Upon A Star ❤

2010-06-21T05:09:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

If I could wish upon a star,
I'll wish for you to hold me in your arms and never let go.

Seriously, what am i even doing?
I got a freaking B for my Sejarah.
I was so stress before sejarah exam, I study and study and study like mad girl.
And it ended up 77.
I was so effing speechless about it and heart broken.
You just dont know those feelings.
It was like the-end-of-the-world or the-end-of-my-life.
If only I'd known, I'll definitely study even harder.
Just ABIT harder can help me get an A =(
Ah, forget it.
Its over. :D

MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT, IM SO SORRY :(

~ Barbie Mariposa

BIBLE <3

~ Barbie In A Mermaid Tale

I definitely love her hair!!!! pinkish blonde hair <3>

It hurts to realize that them,

people you thought you'd love for life

don't love you as much as you thought they did

and can do without you as if they never knew you at all.

#216 - What Makes You Different Makes You Special

2010-06-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

I used to think my life was wonderful with you.
But I ruined it, myself.

I used to think if I am a disgrace to my family.
I envy my sisters alot.
They're so beautiful and sweet. But I'm not :D

I remembered last time someone said my sisters are like swans, and Im just an ugly duckling =P
Whenever my mother's friends say ' eh, your daughters so beautiful le. ',
I'll step out because I know I wasn't included :D
I envy them but its definitely not the feelings of jealousy.

Because Im proud to have them as my sisters.
But somehow, whenever others said ' your sisters damn pretty wei. '
I felt insulted, maybe Im too sensitive. =)
But Im happy for my sisters :D

ITS ALRIGHT :)

I'll always keep this words in my mind and heart

Anyway, I think Charice is really talented :D
The most touching scene ever.
Look ↓

I think she's cool =P
She even get the chance to sing ' A Whole New World ' with KyuHyun.

Oh and AGAIN!
I watched...
My Scene XDD

THUMBS UP!! XDD

And this quote is freaking cool!

Love is to sex, sex is to sin
sins are forgiven, so lets begin
3 hours of pleasure, 9 months of pain
2 hours in the hospital and a baby to name
fathers a basterd, mothers a whore
none of this would have happened
if the rubber wouldn't have tore.
THIS IS EFFING COOL XDD

Should I avoid him, or shouldn't i? =(

I don't understand why I let myself stay with you,
after all the lies and all the tears cried.
What makes you so fucking special?

#215 - Sometimes What's Real Is Something You Cant See

2010-06-18T04:33:00.000-07:00

2 more days to meet you.
Somehow, Im not ready yet.

So, I changed my skin.
I dont know if it is looking good, but i do love it =P
It wasn't a classic template at all.
Just a XML template :D

And dont laugh.
I watched barbie movies again XDD
Seriously, I should stop myself.
Im too engrossed with barbie movies, I need to stop.
But... =(

~ Barbie And The Three Musketeers

~ Barbie : Thumbelina

~ Barbie As Island Princess

~ Barbie And The 12 Dancing Princesses

~ Barbie And The Nutcracker

~ Barbie And The Diamond Castle

~ Barbie As Rapunzel

~ Barbie As The Princess And The Pauper

Wee~
Nice nice XDD
Sigh! I'm becoming very childish, aren't i? =(
But actually, what's wrong with watching barbies?
I mean, Lerynne did that too, well... Because she has a sister? XD
And I thought you, lerynne was buying me a bikini. =(
Yet it ended up a bottle of sand D:
Nvm nvm.
I know you were having a hard time 'picking' up the sands :D
Still, Thanks alot, Dear :)

Oh and I had a really sweet conversation which I found on net.

Landon: Do you love me?
[she nods]
Landon: Will you do something for me, then?
Jamie: [smiles] Anything.
Landon: Will you marry me?
[Jamie smiles and kisses him]

It was the movie, A Walk To Remember. :)
I bet all of you know right?
It was like so popular lar.. =P

It’s better to have never felt the
happiness of love than to be tortured
by the pain of it ending.

#214 - Can You Feel My Love?

2010-06-15T09:02:00.000-07:00

Sorry I dont have the courage to tell you I Love You.
Sorry.

Hmmm....
Holiday sucked.
I got nothing to do at home either.
It was like Im 'lifeless'.
Study?
Nah, not now.
Not in the mood :P

Hmmm..
I've watched few movies.

Gokusen The Movie
This is awesome!!! =P
I love Kame XDD

Anyway, I went to The Curve with Voon, Rynne and Kian.
We Watched :
~ Karate Kid
~ Prince Of Persia

Comments?
It was amazing. Really nice. :D It doesn't look fake either :P

Guess what?
Dont you dare to laugh. :P
Im actually watching Barbie's movies.

~ Barbie Of Swan Lake

Comments?
I love Odetta and Daniel! They made a great couple wei :P I love Lila too :D The pink-purple horse XDD

~ Barbie Dairies

Comments?
Nice high school story :P I hate Raquelle. She's a total bitch man. :P

~ Barbie And The Magic Of Pegasus

Comments?
I love Annika! and Brietta, I meant when she was a horse XD

~ Barbie Fairytopia : Magic Of Rainbow

BIBLE!!!!
MY FAVOURITE DOLL! XDD

Comments?
Nice! I love Bible the most! XDD

OH NO! IM TOO ENGROSSED WITH BARBIES!!!! =(

I know, Im childish but hey.
In every real WOMAN a child is hidden that wants to play. :P
Honestly, I hate the real barbie dolls >.<

i love you but i can't tell you so now i'm stuck.
stuck in the spot where i can only be a friend.
stuck here until the end.
so now there is nothing i can do but fall more in love with you.
and watch her fall in love with you.
when i know you love her too.
so now i'm stuck again,
wishing that you'll see,
what's really meant to be.
you and me.

#213 - Different? Nah!

2010-04-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!!!

Am I darker?

Yes? No?

Oh no! Im definitely darker! Im so dead now!

IU's day!!!! =)
It was fun.
We wore flowerish dress to school. * 3 years old's style*
I love the performances =)
Especially the first one and the last one.
It was PERFECT! :D

#211 - Lucky Star

2010-04-03T08:11:00.001-07:00

Uakksss!!!!
I love My Lucky Star, the most awesome taiwanese drama in this world =P
I love it so much!
No offence but in my opinion, it beats Fated To Loved You and Prince Turned Into Frog =P
I love Jimmy Lin and Yoo Ha Na so much!
Jimmy is Taiwanese, But Ha Na is Korean =)

' It was hard to communicate with them at first, but they're all very friendly and I've come to liked them as well. As time dragged on, my chinese had improved because of them. I really like them. I dont wanna leave. ' Said the crying Ha Na. She didnt want this drama to end because she knew she'll miss them.

I love everything in this drama especially the bracelets that Ah Xing(Ha Na) designed and the earrings that Tian Qi(Jimmy)'s mother gave him for his true love.

Ah Xing's bracelet design.

Ah Xing's bracelet design which I loved it so much! - Somnus

Tian Qi's earrings for his one and only.

Such a great and touching love story. XDD

Yoo Ha Na a.k.a Xia Zhi Xing

Forever & Ever ;D

My Lucky Star <3 I love Jimmy Lin so much! He seemed young but guess how old is he..

35!
35, see that?! He was engaged to a Taiwanese model named Kelly Chen.
Im so pro at stalking! Joking! XDD
But I really love this drama as the story was very touching. ;)

#210 - What Can I Say?

2010-03-23T05:14:00.000-07:00

WHAT CAN I SAY?
You're just too perfect being a friend to me! ;D

Im sorry, this might be too short but I seriously dont know where to start and where to stop.
Its like you guys are the bestest friends I've ever had and I love you all so much that I dont even know how to describe my feelings because its deep down in my heart.
Its not something someone can express with words.
Its just...
You know..
The feelings..
Thats all. XDD

YOU KNOW WE GONNA ALWAYS BE TOGETHER =)

True friendship consists not in the multitude of friends,

but in their worth and value.

#209 - Dedicated To Cecilia Ooi Shu Qing

2010-03-22T08:01:00.000-07:00

I just want to say I love you.
Actually, i dont have much stuff to say about Cecilia.
Im unlike her.
I don't know how to sweettalk nor make someone feel really touch.
But from the bottom of my heart, I hope she can feel that I really love her as a best friend =)
She never fail to take a nice picture of me =P
She doesnt have much flaw.
Well, if she doesnt give me her screw-up face, she MIGHT BE perfect.
Well, I dont want her to make herself too over confidence =P
Ok, i was just joking about the screw-up-face part. =)
You'll always be my best friend till my very last breathe.
Always together! ;D

TOGETHER, US!
THE FOURSOME! =P
ALWAYS TOGETHER!
ok, I dont really know what im talking XD

I LOVE ALL OF YOU! =)

Each friend represents a world in us,

a world possibly not born until they arrive,

and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born

#208 - The Effect I Had On You

2010-03-22T05:16:00.000-07:00

Should i feel happy or depress?
My sejarah got 37/50.
No A but the highest in the class.
Urghhh!!!!!!!!
WHY AM I SOO STUPID?!?
DAMN!
My math as well!
Damn it! I've really gotta work hard on it.
Or else, I dont think I can even get an A for PMR.
Gotta work hard.
But OF COURSE! ITS ALL BECAUSE OF CECILIA OOI SHU QING THAT MY SEJARAH SCORED well at least B xDD
YES!
YES!
YES!
GOTTA WORK HARD!!!!!

Its Better To Have Loved And Lost

Then To Have Never Loved At All.

#207 - Stuck With Each Other

2010-03-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

Time passed so fast.
So fast that it made me scare.
Afraid that I might not even know how to appreciate a day.
Every day is a New Day =)
Time is like Wind.
It passed and never comes back anymore.
I really wish I could turn back the time.
I miss my childhood days =(
I missed it so much! *sigh*

I've just went to search about DBSK again.
I just couldn't leave them even a day =P
I had read their speeches during the 'Best Asia Star Award'

Junsu said, " Thank you. It's been a while. We are thankful to received such a big award. This award was not one we could have received from the efforts of only one member, the best efforts from all five members were needed to receive this award so it is more meaningful to us. We would like to thank all our fans in Asia for this award."

YooChun said , " This is the first time I've ever had such a big yearning to sing on a stage like this. I was able to get to such a place because I became a singer by meeting great members. Please give us your support. We will become a group who does not fall below your expectations."

JaeJoong said, " We are more happy because it was an award give to us by our fans across Asia. We would like to thank all our domestic and overseas fans who are watching this. I would like to tell two people who might be watching this that I love them. " *sob sob*

I could see through Jae's chest.
His heart was crying out loud when he made the speech, Im very sure.
After all, ChangMin and YunHo were his brother.
All five of them are like siblings!
Siblings that cannot be apart but SM ENTERTAINMENT made them.
They are missing the confidence, the smiles and the enthusiasm they usually have, they are tired, worn out and a bit sad.
They are tired of being tied by SM, no freedom, lost their priority of loving someone as well.
Please! I hope everyone supports DBSK to the end.
DBSK is the best group I've ever seen in South Korea.
May I say this, DBSK is the best group. I dont think there's any other group that can beat DBSK.
Well, Maybe some of you love Super Junior, SNSD (i love them too), SHINEE.
But always remember! DBSK is the first group which can actually touched fans' hearts.
Before Super Junior, SNSD and SHINEE, DBSK is the first group who tried their hardest to satisfy their fans expectations.
You have gotta admit that DBSK is the first.
My love for them is first to none ;D

IM DEFINITELY FOREVER DONG BANG SHIN KI! ;D

Life is like a mirror, we get the best results

when we smile at it.

THEREFORE, SMILE DBSK =)

#206 - I Decide It By My Own

2010-03-20T09:55:00.000-07:00

Am I doing the right decision?
For forgiving someone who cursed my family?
Its like his sins are unforgivable.
Unforgivable Sins.
Do u think I did the right decision?
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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, DARLING CECILIA!

Haha! suprise?!?! XDD
I was soo happy to see your suprised-reactions.
It was like the world most funniest face I've ever seen XDD
I love you to bits! =)
It was a fun day to all of us =)

Wesley, John, Justin, Rynne, Wei and I
ARE THERE TO CELEBRATE HER BIRTHDAY =)

Voon and Qi Hong tak boleh datang =(((
Wesley~~ Lamb!!! HAHAHA! XDD

Ok.. Let's listen to our suprise story =P

First, we went to Rynne's house to get ready.
about 6.45, John, Justin and Wesley came.
They were talking with Rynne's mum downstairs.
Then Wei called me to tell me that they're coming.
I immediately hung up and asked the guys to go upstairs.
And when ceci arrived, me and Rynne left the guys at Mel's room and ran to Rynne's room.
We 4 had normal chats and suddenly, I told them I had to go toilet.
I quickly went into Mel's room as Rynne's and Mel's room are connected, somehow. XD
Damn that John!
Cant you see Im burning my own fingers?
And as a guy, you still didnt help me though -.-
I asked John to take the cake.
And when we went in Rynne's room quietly.
I beckoned Rynne about coming in before that.
And TADA! SUPRISE!! XDD

And the next day, we went to Genting! =P
With Voon and John.
Well, Qi Hong couldn't make it.
To ringkaskan the picture, Im gonna collage everything together XDD

It was indeed a fun day! =P
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I edit it.
Is it nice?? XDD

I LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH!!! XDD

The most important things are the hardest to say,

because words diminish them.

#205 - I'll Never Be The Same

2010-03-13T17:27:00.000-08:00

AHHHH!
EXAM FINALLY OVER!!!! =P
But not PMR though =(

To me, Sejarah is the easiest.
And my favourite subject, Math... =(
Sigh.. It was like so freaking hard.
I dont know if i can score A or B.
At first, I aimed for 90 above but forget it.
Its damn hard =(
I have confidence I can score A for Sejarah =)

I love If We Ever Meet Again by Katy Perry & Timbaland =)
So nice!
You guys really have to listen to it =P
And IM GOING GENTING!
WITH THEM! XDD

And!
Im sorry but Im so gonna screw someone here.

DONT GIVE THOSE SHITS, NG. YOU'RE JUST A PIECE OF SHIT. YOU'RE AN EYESORE TO EVERYONE! FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE! Who do you think you are? My father?! SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO FUCK YOURSELF FOR ALL I CARE! STOP INTERFERING MY LIFE! YOU DONT HAVE ANY RIGHT TO CONDEMN ME! get it? YOU FUCKTARD! IM GONNA SCREW YOUR LIFE UPSIDE DOWN IF I COULD! LISTEN, LET ME REPEAT ONE MORE TIME.

YOU ARE JUST A PIECE OF SHIT TO THE SOCIETY!
YOU POLLUTED THE WORLD WITH YOUR FUCKING SMELLY SHIT!
SO FUCK OFF!

YOU MADE ME SWORN AND CURSE.
I DIDNT MEAN TO CURSE ANYONE BUT YOU MADE ME.

Only people who thinks you're sweet likes you and fall for your shits! ( refering to someone. )
But I believe, one day, you're no longer a guy who can sweettalk to anyone anymore.
Im not cursing.
Just warning you not to talk too much about people.
Dont condemn people.
Dont curse them, especially THEIR FAMILY

Thats all!
Thanks =)

When you are in Love you can't fall asleep

because reality is better than your dreams

#204 - Sorry

2010-02-12T05:36:00.000-08:00

I, AGAIN naik pangkat.
From Setiausaha to Naib Pengerusi.
And now, to Pengerusi.
Kreesh became the Naib Pengerusi, instead.

We're so sorry, Daniel.
I know you might hate us now.
But its the class decision and we all felt guilty.
Sorry, Daniel.

Oh! I cut my hair!
And oh! We have a new student today! =)
Its good to have a new student actually =D
I hope he'll be comfortable in 3 KERUING la as 3 KERUING is a really noisy class =P (Well, i love it though)

EVERYONE!

HAPPY BE-EARLY VALENTINE

AND

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR'S EVE'S EVE XDD

#203 - Leo

2010-02-05T05:12:00.000-08:00

I LOVE LEO! =D

Leo is awesome!
I love the second meeting! =)

Guess who's this...
haha!
It was Rynne and Me =P
Im the one writing red cards and Rynne was the one writing green cards =P
We were helping people to write down notes. =P Love notes and Random notes XD
It was really fun =)
And I found out there's DBSK's name INSIDE! XDD
DBSK rocks alot, indeed! =P
I love the people there too.
Especially the president..
She's friendly =)

Ok then.
Got to go..
Bye =)

When you are in Love you can't fall asleep

because reality is better than your dreams.

#202 - Stop

2010-02-04T03:54:00.000-08:00

WOW! IM SOO GONNA REMOVE MY CHATBOX FOR SOME TIME! =)

So, if there's anything you want to ask, just msn me la =)

(nicole_chin54@hotmail.com)

And Im gonna blame on that girl/boy who spammed my chatbox WITHOUT MY PERMISSION =P

Its all your fault!

Such a troublesome girl/boy you are.. *TSK TSK*

Grow up, you should =)

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Love In The Ice killed me!

It just killed me! XDD

Goodnight everyone =P

This post is full of RANDOMNESS!

So please dont mind it XD

#201 - Oh Wow!

2010-02-01T23:29:00.001-08:00

Oh wow!
Just look at my chatbox EVERYONE!
Its just soooo.....
soooo.....
syiok isnt it?

NOT AT ALL!

You guys knew it, dont you?

That the 'Ann' who said 'i wanna blowjob you!' wasn't me...

Well, IT PISSED ME OFF!

I mean like Dude! Its fine if you said 'su-ann...yesterday i saw you... damn HAWWWTTT....nice boobs btw'

You can say that for all i care but just dont try to pretend to be ME because you're not and you never will be so get lost!

I have no interest in knowing who are you but dont you think you're just too pathetic?

I mean as in PURE PATHETIC?

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Ok, now back to the normal topic =)

I LOVE TIFFANY!

She's so sweet.

But the most unbelivable thing on Earth is that...

Before her plastic surgery, she was....

No offence.. She wasn't pretty at all.

BUT NOW!

SHE'S SOOO PRETTY THAT IT KILLS EVERY GUYS' HEART! =P

Boys Over Flowers had just over yesterday.

The ending wasn't that nice actually.

I prefer the Japanese Version's ending =P

But I prefer the character in Boys Over Flowers.

It suits their character perfectly =P

Yesterday, I learnt a word.. I mean sentence..

'Sleep Like A Log' XDD

LOVE DBSK! XDD

When you are in Love you can't fall asleep

because reality is better than your dreams

#200 - Everything

2010-02-01T01:35:00.001-08:00

Ahh~ Im in love XD
haha! well, maybe only a little bit? O.o
He had blue eyes and blonde hair.
And he's tall! =) (shut up, ceci. I know what you gonna say)
Though I dont really believe in him, but......

So....
Ok, guess what!
I WAS a setiausaha and I AM a naib pengerusi now.
Sudah naik pangkat XDD
Haha! Its great!
well, it wasn't that great actually -.-
Its tiring instead.

Daniel, you better not give everything to me.
Im gonna quit if you do that =P

Well, i guess thats the end of it la XDD
I've got nothing more to say

There is no greater invitation to love than loving first

#199 - Love You, Love You, I Love You...

2010-01-26T06:56:00.000-08:00

I had a crush on someone.
Ok, joking! Im just lying..

Actually, i wasn't -.-

Ok, let's move on to another subject.
Changmin changmin!

TIFFANY!
I LOVE HER SO MUCH!
EEEKKK! HER VOICE IS SOO NICE! MELT MY HEART! =)

I LOVE HER LONG HAIR.
No offence, but she suits long hair more. =P
Guess who she matched with....
KIM HYUN JOONG FROM SS501!!!! XDD

LOOK! There's a video about them! XD

IT WAS EXTREMELY SWEET!! XDD
THOSE TWO ADORABLE COUPLE!! SO CUTE~~ XPP

Thats all!
Have to go sleep =D
Buh Bye!!! =)

We were given:

Two hands to hold.

To legs to walk. Two eyes to see.

Two ears to listen.

But why only one heart?

Because the other was given to someone else.

For us to find.

#198 - Guess What?

2010-01-24T05:11:00.000-08:00

GUESS WHAT?!

I STALKED MY BELOVED CHANGMIN AGAIN XDD

HE'S SOOO CUTE!!! XD

Stage Name: Max (Choi Kang)
Real Name: Shim Chang Min (심창민)
Position: Vocal (Tenor)
Age: 19/20 (Western/Korean)
Birthday: February 18, 1988
Birthplace : Seoul
Education: 2nd year university student
Height: 186 cm
Weight: 61 kg
Blood Type: B
Hobbies: Games, singing, reading and listening to music
Special Ability: Singing and dancing
6th Annual SM Best Competition - Best Singing 1st Place & Best Artist of the Competition

An aquarius born in 1988, his blood type is B. Is greedy when it comes to music, so sometimes cries when he isn't satisfied with his singing. Because his parents are teachers, he is also very competitive and tries very hard at schoolwork and reading. Though the youngest in the group, he is the most modest and has the deepest thoughts. Can be honest and blunt when he strongly believes that something should not be done. Though shy at first, he is a very bright boy when you get to know him well. Followed his friend to an SM contest and luckily won the Best Singer award.

ChoiKang Changmin, whose high note is outstanding

The youngest of our group Choikang Changmin is a crybaby. When his singing goes wrong he cries. But he has a brave side to him too. Starting from elementary school in 6th grade, he delivered newspapers as a part-time job. Changmin is the youngest in the family and group but noone can complete against his singing. His high note is so outstanding that he doesn't know what octave it goes up to. He says that hes worries that if he knows it might interrupt his singing. Changmin is a quiet person and doesn't talk very much. In an interview, he only says 2 or 3 things in the end. Changmin is a clear person who reads the Harry Potter Series and tells everyone about it. He particpated in a singing contest and won an award. That led him to be a singer but before that he was regular student.

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! IM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH HIM!!!!!!!!!!!

IM SOOO IN LOVE NOW! XDD

YOU KILLED MY HEART, CHOIKANG CHANGMIN! XDD
IM SO CRAZY OVER YOU NOW!
YOU'RE MY OBSESSION!!!!!! XDD

IN REALITY, HE'S EXTREMELY HANDSOME!

TRUST ME EVERYONE! =)

The song is Im In Love by Lionel Richie

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I've realized Minho not bad also.

Not that Minho from BOYS OVER FLOWERS.

The Minho from SHINee. =)

Ok, to be honest.. He's not 'not bad'

HE'S SO VERY OK! XDD

omg! such good-looking guy!

Key too! =)

I STILL LOVE CHOIKANG CHANGMIN! WHAT A SPECIAL NAME!
WHAT A GREAT MAN!
WHAT A GORGEOUS GUY!
I COULDN'T BELIEVE THERE'S SUCH GORGEOUS GUY EXIST IN THIS EARTH.

Ok, sorry. Im being too exaggerate but trust me!
Nobody can love him as much as i love him because Im the girl who loves him the most in this whole wide world, I believe? XDD

When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life To start as soon as possible.

#197 - Boys Over Flowers

2010-01-15T22:59:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HYUN JOONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KIMBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM A BOYS-OVER-FLOWERS-ADDICT!

I love kimbum and hyun joong!
HYUN JOONG NEW HAIR STYLE MAKE ME GO CRAZY OVER HIM!!!!!

AWW! MAN!! HE'S HOT! XDD

I wonder if they're dating each other O.o
It will be sooo great if they're dating each other in reality because THEY ABSOLUTELY SUIT EACH OTHER! =D

I LOVE GAEUL AND YI JEONG!!!! XD

I didnt know where this came from, i just found it in my computer! XDD
LOVE THEM SO MUCH! <3>
SIGH! I know they've disbanded but still, I know they'll keep in touch with one another.
After all, they've lived together for so long ^.^

True love is when your heart and your minds are saying the same thing.

#196 - New Year

2010-01-03T00:14:00.000-08:00

Hey! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! ;D
Hmmm...
Goodbye, 2009 =(
Well, its ok! 2010 CAME! ;)

I went to Saujana Family Party with my family.
With Uncle William, Aunty Yvonne, Tara, Tara's mother, Rohan, Erica's family and my family ;)
Sulin couldnt make it because she went to Singapore with her friends ;D
The atmosphere was soo crazy!
It was like clubbing!
I drank champagne and wine =)
And took photos with everyone =)

I HOPE EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT YEAR THIS YEAR ;D
Bye! =)

#195 - An Outing

2009-12-31T11:21:00.000-08:00

Location : Ou

Bought school stuffs with Rynne and Ceci.
Went to Cotton On, Zara, Kitschen, VOIR, Bata, Bonita, Sinma, Above and so on...
We went to BBQ Chicken for lunch XD
We actually ordered more than 3 plates of PORKS XD
The porks were extremely delicious!

After lunch, went to walk around.

Went to Kitschen and found 2 dresses XD

After that, we went to ceci's house and siwei came. =D
Then.. WE WENT TO DAMANSARA VILLAGE FOR OUR DINNER! XD

MORE PICTURES IN FACEBOOK ;)

BY THE WAY, IM IN LOVE WITH AFTER SCHOOL!!!! XD

Especially their currently HOT SONG!

I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH!!!!!
I've became their fan now!!!

KIM JUNG AH! I LOVE HER VOICE IN BECAUSE OF YOU, their current popular song ;)
Though she's short hair in that mv, but trust me! She's pretty!

Kim Jung Ah

Totally different from the mv huh?

I LOVE Gahee too! =D

Gahee

Look at her dimple!! XD

Gahee

Gahee reminds me of Ella Koon who acted in Survivor's Law II le =)

Ella Koon

I used to love Sunny and Yuri from SNSD, but now..
I love Gahee and Kim Jung Ah!
AND THEIR MV! ;D
And of course!
I LOVE AFTER SCHOOL ;D

STILL, DBSK IS THE BEST OF ALL!!! XDDD

BECAUSE OF YOU ;D

One day you will seek love
and be sorry that you threw mine away.

#194 - All Around The Places

2009-12-24T06:22:00.000-08:00

Today is

CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!

Happy Christmas Eve Everyone! XD

Hmm....

I went to Ou with Ceci and Wei.

We shopped and shopped and SHOPPED!

So, I went to my favourite shop again XD

KITSCHEN! <3

Well, I went to PDI as well =)

Kitschen

PDI ;D

I bought an accessory from Sinma.
I bought a dark blue spaghetti and a yellowish bare back from Kitschen! XDD
Ok then.
Got to go.
Again!

Have A Happy Christmas Eve!

And MERRY CHRISTMAS!

(though its not christmas yet =P )

For some reason,
just can't figure out which one I'm in love with...

You or the memories...

#193 - 831 Means... I Love You.

2009-12-23T02:15:00.000-08:00

Me and Ceci went to Ikea, Curve and Ikano.
We went to Ikano and took few photos.

Photos Taken By : Ceci

We went to many stores and tried out their shirt.
Kitschen, PDI and so on.

I LOVE KITSCHEN'S OUTFITS!!! <3

Momoe

Kitschen!

Kitschen

PDI

PDI

PDI

PDI

I LOVE THE LAST PICTURE!!! XD
I wanted to buy the skirt and the shirt, but too bad..
Its too expensive =(
Oh ya! And we bought bare-backs at Kitschen! =D
Mine is black, Ceci is pink XDD

To love only for the looks is to only see with your eyes,
but to love with your soul is to see with your heart....

#192 - Dont Say You Love Me Because You Dont

2009-12-22T08:58:00.000-08:00

Ok, I went to to somewhere with Ceci last thursday

GENTING HIGHLAND!!! ;D

well, this time. 14 people went.
My mum's friends, their children, yin, me and ceci =D
This is the picture =)

THIS IS MY OWN PHOTOS =)
Photos taken by : Ceci =)

I really had alot of fun CAMWHORE-ING XDD

LASTLY,

I could never regret loving you
because even if you didn't love me anymore,
I know that you once did and
that is the most wonderful feeling
because I never thought that I deserved your love.

#191 - Please Kiss My Pain Away

2009-12-21T06:45:00.001-08:00

I went to Ou today.
I stayed there for like more than 7 hours!

CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?!

My sister and her guy friend watched Avatar.

I wanted to follow them but who knows...

Her guy friend bought only two tickets so i told them, its ok..

I will just go shopping with my mum.

I wanted to kill myself there.

My legs hurt so badly ;(

I nearly kill them too.

We went to Ou at 3 something.

Their movie started at 5.30 till 8.30.

Thats mean my legs can be real swallon, though it didnt. =P

I went to Jusco with my mum and saw a shirt and jeans that reached my knees only.

I really like it but...

My mum wanted to buy for me too but....

Forget it. I looked fat in every shirts now ;(

Ok, I admitted Im such a camwhore/poser.
But who cares. Everyone ARE XDD

Someone asked me if i knew you,
a million memories flashed through my mind
and i whispered, not anymore.

#190 - I Cant Be Thankful Than This

2009-12-20T05:02:00.000-08:00

I went to ou with my primary school friends.
It was a gathering outing.
Ok, the situation was extremely awkward.
I just didnt know what to talk to them.
Andrew, Clifford, Adrian ( I couldnt believe he actually forget me!! ), Wy Keat, Melvin, Shen Yao, Kok Yang, Jeremy, Wei-It, Eugene, Yen Hui, Zhi Jean, Ru Yuan, E-Jane, Amanda, Yu Ting, Joanne, Yuan Xi and others.
I couldn't believe Andrew is so tall now!! And Melvin! He was so short back then. No offence! =P
I jalan-jalan with them for like 1 hour and told them Im going back.
And I walked to the old wing's teksi stand.
I saw my uncle.
I stood in front of him and said hi!
I told him I came with my friends and Im going back now.
He just said " oh, come! Show me what handphone you want.. "
Well, I told him I wanted a handphone for my birthday present.
I walked him to the new wing sony erricson's shop and showed him the W508 white colour.
He asked " You sure its this? "
I said " Yup. "
Then he nodded to the salesman.
I was extremely shocked!
I was like " What?! Are you buying this for me?! " I mean its unbelivable!
He just nodded! I keep on ask myself HE DID NODDED RIGHT? HE DID RIGHT?! WAIT! HE DID LA!!!
Im acting stupid over there. I stunned at him.

I GOT A BUTTERFLY FREE COVER!! XDD
I just dont know how to describe how thankful I am! REALLY!
THANKS SO MUCH, UNCLE!! =)

Forever is not a word..
Rather a place where two lovers
go when true love takes them there.

#189 - Want You To Know

2009-12-19T02:20:00.000-08:00

Hot huh?
I LOVE MAX THERIOT!!! XDD

He acted in Catch The Kids with Kristen Stewart.
Oh my gosh! He's soo freaking gorgeous!! ;P

Hmm...
My Favourite Hollywood Guys :

Max Theriot

William Moseley

Zac Efron

Chad Michael Murray

Channing Tatum

Jesse Mccartney

Lucas Till

My Favourite Hollywood Girls

Elisabeth Harnois

Catherine Zeta Jones

Kristen Stewart

Robin Tunney

Naomi Watts

Ashley Greene

I love all of them! =) Especially Max Theriot and Elisabeth Harnois ;D

Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

# 188 - DONG BANG SHIN KI! XD

2009-12-18T19:55:00.000-08:00

AHHH!!!!!
Junsu is soo cute in this video!!!
I love the way Jaejoong and Yoochun talked rubbish at 2:12 - 2:16
SO DAMN CUTE!!!!!!! @#@##$^#%^@#$%!@$%R!@#%@#$ NAI DE SUYO! XDD

Ok, I STILL LOVE CHANGMIN!! XDD
He was sooo cute in UNFORGETTABLE LOVE'S ng XDD

I LOVE DBSK FOREVER AND EVER!! XPP

A break up is like a broken mirror.
It is better to leave it broken
than hurt yourself trying to fix it.

# 187 - Sweet 14th

2009-12-18T08:55:00.000-08:00

IM OFFICIALLY 14 NOW!!!!
Thank you thank you XDD

14 isn't a big number but its my lucky number.
14 is my birthday.
14 is my current age now.
14 is my lucky number. ( 7 TOO! BECAUSE CHANGMIN LOVES 7! XDD )

Ok, Thanks to those 3 who make a suprise party for me.
Monday should be my birthday, but they came on Sunday night so I got suprised because according to my big-mouthed-cousin, he said they were going to my house on Monday.
At first, I already knew they wanted to make me a suprise party because of my big-mouth-cousin.
Well, cant blame him. He was small, know nothing about how much it meant to me so he just blurted it out on saturday night ;P
The next day, I watched tv and Uncle William took me out for dinner with my mum, dad, Uncle Eddie, his wife, Uncle William and Aunty Yvonne. We went to 23 Unique Seafood Restaurant for dinner. After that, I went back and watched Twilight, movie.
Well, actually after dinner.. I was supposed to follow mum back but she insisted that I go with my uncle because she wanted to go uncle's house too.
So, I waited for her while watching Twilight.
After Twilight finished, She wasnt there yet. Aunty Yvonne wanted me to help her take the toilet rolls and a bag upstairs for her. So I helped her took all the stuffs and went upstairs.
And she introduced her 'almari' to me XDD Ok, her cupboard for shirts. I didnt know Uncle William got plenty of clothes. ;P
So, I head downstairs and my parents was there. Suddenly, my sisters appeared.
So, I asked my mum why are you taking so long.
Then she said she fetched Suyin and Sulin here to celebrate my birthday with me.
I was happy enough already =)
They sang birthday song for me.
But not only them, there's still voices at the back of the kitchen.

Ok, Wei, Ceci and Rynne imerged.
I stared at them in disbelief.
I ended up crying and they gave me a hug ;D
You guys won ok? I cried. ;D
Im so thankful you know? I mean no one make suprise party for me before.
I was really VERY suprised! ;D
After i cutted the cake, I still couldn't believe they're actually there.
The only wish I made on my birthday was...
I hope my family and friends could stay healthy, wealthy and happy.

Wei, Ceci, Rynne..
Thanks for celebrating my birthday with me.
Thanks for the suprise party.
Thanks for your hardworks till 5.30 a.m.
Thanks for EVERYTHING.
Im glad that you guys walked into my life. ;)
It must be the happiest day of my life that day.

This is the pictures we took :

OUR FUTURE HOUSE!!!

They gave me an album! The album is soo precious to me now XDD

THANKS TO THEM!

THANKS, GUYS! ;D

❤ FOREVER AND EVER! ❤

P.S:
THANKS TO MUM AND DAD FOR THE CAKE AND PIZZAS ;D
THANKS TO SULIN FOR THE STARBUCKS CARAMEL ^.^
AND THANKS TO SUYIN FOR COMING ;)
THANKS TO UNCLE WILLIAM AND AUNTY YVONNE TOO ;D

We went to watch New Moon the next day, Monday.

Well, I still prefer Twilight no matter what ;D
Taylor Lautner rocks! ;D
Robert Pattinson......... *speechless*

THANKS FOR THE WISHES, EVERYONE!! =)

True friendship consists not in the multitude of friends,

but in their worth and value.

#186 - Thanks For The Memories

2009-12-18T08:17:00.000-08:00

I went to my uncle's house on last thursday and stayed there for some periods.
Ok, his house was huge. Maybe the way my aunt decorated looked big? Maybe it was illusion?
Its at Sri Hatamas.
Well, Sri Hatamas's houses should be huge right? XD
Ok, move on...
I watched tv the whole day.
Hmmm.....
I watched

Impulses!

It was so scary. I mean the stalker was really scary! She really did a huge mistake!!

Next was

The Chronicles Of Narnia

I love William Moseley soo much!! He looked so cool in Narnia! He reminds me of The Titanic, Leonardo DiCaprio. Ok, NOT NOW! When he was young, he acted in The Titanic as Jack, right? Ok, he looked like William Moseley THAT TIME! haha!

William Moseley!!! XDD

The Craft

LET ME WARN YOU! DONT EVER PLAY BLACK MAGIC! YOU'LL REGRET IT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE! TRUST ME!

If im not mistaken, Robin Tunney acted in a movie called The Fear. It was the most scary movie I ever watched but sweet as well. Its about stalker too.

Alien Raiders

It ws extremely scary! Alien! Disgusting!! Well, but PLUTO was different. Its all green. HEY! GREEN IS A GREAT COLOUR OK? ;D

Boa VS Python

This movie was great but Im very sure you'll freak out whenever you see snakes after you watch this movie XDD

The International

I LOVE NAOMI WATTS! She looked so pretty! She acted in King Kong too ;D

No Reservations

I love Catherine Zate Jones too ;D She looked so pretty XDD

She looked maybe abit like Megan Fox in this picture? ONLY IN THIS PICTURE! She's pretty! She acted in The Zorro if I wasn't mistaken.

WANTED

GOSH! ANGELINA JOLIE! She was sooo COOL in this movie! But this movie was boring. ;(

Mummy 3 - Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor

X-Men

Rogue Assassin

Jet Li was soo cool in here. XDD

Solstice

THIS MOVIE WAS THE BEST AMONG ALL OF THEM!!!!
I LOVE Elisabeth Harnois!! She looked like Taylor Swift, maybe abit?

Oh btw, Amanda Seyfried was in it too! ;D She looked so cute XDD

TWILIGHT

Ok, Im sure everyone watched Twilight already XDD

Ok! Thats all! You guys have to watch these movies ok? Trust me, you'll love it =) It will repeat in HBO, Star Movies and Cinemax.;D

Nobody said it was easy;
it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy...
no one ever said it would be this hard.

#184 - 생일축하합니다 ( saengil chukha hamnida )

2009-12-14T09:39:00.000-08:00

First, I want to thanks the 3 babes who suprised me and made me cried. ( I'll post it up later. )
Second, I want to thanks EVERYONE who wished me =) THANKS SO MUCH!
especially Natalie and Kai Zhi.
Third..... I wanna wish someone Happy Birthday now since its 12.00 a.m =)

XIAH JUNSU!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

생일축하합니다
saengil chukha hamnida

お誕生日おめでとうございます
otanjobi omedeto gozaimasu

LOOK! JUST LOOK HOW CUTE IS HE!

And OMG!
I cant believe his birthday was right after mine XDD

I LOVE XIAH JUNSU FOREVER!

P.s : Sei lo.. Xiah junsu also like this d. I wondered how will I react if its Changmin's birthday XDD Im sure I'll definitely go mad! XP

Words for Xiah Junsu :
Junsu! I've loved you since I was.... I was..... STANDARD 6! I remembered I was so crazy over you last time! You're so cute and your dolphin voice! OMG! Its just making me laugh! But after the rumours about you and Taeyeon, Im so unhappy =( maybe a little bit? So, now I've came to love Changmin! XDD But who cares! DBSK IS DBSK! I LOVE ALL OF YOU FOREVER!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)
Oh by the way.. If its possible, can you help me pass a word to changmin? I love him so much and he's gorgeous XDD

Ok, i'll stop. I know Junsu is not gonna read this. But I love them from the bottom of my heart so who cares if others said Im insane! XDD

HIS CUTE MOVEMENTS! XDD

Xiah Junsu, Happy Birthday =)

Changmin! Changmin! Changmin! XDD

Now I believe it when people say love is blind...
because I must have been blind to love a person like you.

#183 - Tag..

2009-12-14T09:03:00.000-08:00

Rule #1:

If you open this you take it.

Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:
Tag 10 people.

Answer True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list?
A: DUH!
Q: Been arrested?
A: NO!
Q: Do you like someone?
A: I love everyone! =)
Q: Held a snake?
A: EWWW!! HELL NO!
Q: Been suspended from school?
A: Nope.
Q: Sang karaoke?
A: Hell ya! XD
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
A: Yes! XD
Q: Laughed until you started crying?
A: YES! THAT JUST HAPPENED YESTERDAY!! XDD
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: No.
Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: Yes ;D
Q: Sang in the shower?
A: Everyone do. XP

A. You prefer...

1. Alcohol or Mineral Water - Mineral water
2. Blue or Pink - Pink
3. Hot Guys ( Hot guys like Taylor Lautner ) or Cool Guys - Both.
4. Good Looks or Brains - Both.
5. Taylor Swift or Taylor Lautner - Taylor Swift.
6. Friends or Loved Ones - Friends.
7. "Baby" or "Honey" - None!

B. Your kind of guy :

1. Alcoholic or Non-alcoholic - Non-alchoholic.
2. Good or Bad - Good.
3. Brave or Cute - Both.
4. Tall or Short - Taller than me.
5. T-Shirt or Suite -T-Shirt.
6. Coat or Leather Jacket - Both.
7. Sunnies or Spectacles - Both. ( sometimes hot guys wear specs look HOTTER! )
8. Caring or Rich - Both
9. Kisses or Hugs - Both.
10. Romantic? - Yes

C.Your Daily Activities :

1. After Breakfast - Watch TV.
2. Before School - Talk.
3. During School - Talk.
4. After School - Talk.
5. Night - online.
6. Midnight - Sometimes hang out with sisters.
7. Holidays - DO NOTHING. -.-

Tag 10 people:

1. Siwei
2. Eunise
3. Aly
4. Amanda
5. Natalie Ng
6. Pei Ming
7. Xiao Yan
8. Xiong Wei
9. Yan Er
10. Xin Yu

1. What if 9 confesses that he/she likes you?
HAHAHAHA! I'LL LAUGH MY ASS OUT!! Joking! I'll.... I'll... asked her not to be a lesbian XDD ( no offence, yan er. Im just joking. XD )

2. Will you go out for a couple date with 3 if he/she asks to?
I'll. Friends date, not couple date =)

3. Is 7 single?
Yes, she's single.

4. Describe 1.
ADUHAI! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ABOUT HER. XDD She's caring, cute, friendly and so on =)
Stop condemn-ing my planet or I'll throw you to the mars! =P

5. Will you date 8?
... De.. Depends =)

6. What is 2's nickname?
Pengawas! XDD

7. What do you wish to tell 10 right now ?
You're cute

8. What is 5 good in?
Everything!!! ;D

9. If you were to do one thing to 4, what would it be?
Not sure.

10. Have you seen 1 cried ?
Yes, and I dont know what is she crying for XDD Forgotten XP

11. Is 2 crazy or geeky?
She's crazy, sometimes XDD

12. Will you hold 7's hand and walk around?
Of course! Its just hold hands. Not french kiss also XDD

13. What do you think of 6?
She's... Perfect! I love her! She's sooo nice =D

14. Will you kiss 3 when there is only both of you in the park?
No, im normal.. Thanks ;D But if its on the cheek, of course I will =)

15. Is 8 sweet?
He's bitter XDD HAHAHA! Joking. Yes, he is =)

16. What is 9's hobby?
Not sure. XDD

17. Will you date 10 to a high class restaurant?
No. XD

18. Is 5 fitted to be a maid?
Hmm... No?

19. When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella ?
I will snatch an umbrella from any of them and run away XDD

20. Where would you go with 1 on a date ?
I'll bring her to.. PLUTO!!!!

Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: No, I dont want to risk my life for that!
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
A: Yes
Q: Broken a bone?
A: I dont think so.
Q: Shaved your head?
A: HAHAHAHA! I'LL NEVER DO THAT! I'LL JUST COMMIT SUICIDE IF I SHAVE MY OWN HEAD. I CANT STOP LAUGHING! HAHAHAHA! XDD
Q: Yes.
Q: Shot a gun?
A: Wow! No but I want! ;D
Q: Donated Blood?
A: I will if its about LIVES.

Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON THAT...
1. You hung out with?
Wei, Rynne and Ceci.
2. You texted? Wei.
3. You were in a car with? My family.
4. Went to the movies with? Wei, Rynne and Ceci
5. Person you went to shop with? Wei, Rynne and Ceci again.
6. You talked on the phone? Jasmine, my cousin who wanted to wished me Happy Birthday on the phone =)
7. Made you laugh? Wei, Rynne and Ceci.
8. You hugged? Them again =D

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon? Moon.
2. Winter or Fall? Winter!!
3. Left or Right? Right.
4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy
5. Where do you live? On Earth and PLUTO! XDD
6. Club or Pub Club? Pub Club.
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yes I trusted 3 person with my life.
8. Do you want to get married? Maybe not? What so good about marriage?! Its like you're being tied! Not good, not good XDD
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Both.
10. What time is it? 1.26a.m.
11. Are you afraid of commitment? Nope.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? Well, its always the same. It has never change =) Its.... You'll know when time comes XDD
13. Do you cook? Does maggie mee counted? XP
14. Current mood? Drowsy!!

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? Yes.
2. Sang? I sing everyday XDD
3. Listened to music? Yes! Im listening to it RIGHT NOW. lol!
4. Danced? Nope.
5. Cried? YES!!!!!!! THANKS TO THE 3 PRINCESSES ;D
6. Liked someone you can't? No. I will not hurt myself for a guy anymore! =P I'll keep my words XD

16 FIRSTS
1. Who was your first prom date? How would I know? Im not fortune-teller.
2. Who was your first roommate? Forgotten.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? I wont get drunk no matter how many glasses I drank and I find it really strange XDD

4. What was your first car? I dont have one.
5. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? I dont go to people's funeral. My mum dont encourage.
6. Who was your first grade teacher? Forgotten.
7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Hong Kong. When I was 3 years old.
8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? Cant remember.
9. Who was your first Best Friend? If its first, then it will be Wong Shuk Mun. We dont keep in touch anymore =(
10. Who is your best friend? Wei, Rynne, Ceci and Natalie =)
11. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Wei or Ceci.
12. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? cant remember.
13. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Disturb Wei, Rynne and Ceci XDD
14. First tattoo or piercing? First piercing was when I was standard 3 ;D
15. First celebrity crush? OMG! Xiah Junsu. I LOVE MAX CHANGMIN NOW!!!!!! <3

If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you,
I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life
I wont have to think twice on saying that
"I waited a lifetime to say I love you..."

#184 - SaRangHaeYo

2009-12-08T03:38:00.000-08:00

MY DREAM CAR!!!!!!!!!
LAMBORGHINI GALLARDO!!!!!
LOL! Haha! I'll never get to sit this kind of car for my WHOLE LIFE man! =(

By the way, I've found something really cool and sweet!

MUST READ ↓

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them to stop their relationship...... and so.. The boy wrote this letter to the girl.. he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

1 "The great love that I have for you

2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you

3 grows every day. When I see you,

4 I do not even like your face;

5 the one thing that I want to do is to

6 look at other girls. I never wanted to

7 marry you. Our last conversation

8 was very boring and has not

9 made me look forward to seeing you again.

10 You think only of yourself.

11 If we were married, I know that I would find

12 life very difficult, and I would have no

13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart

14 to give, but it is not something that

15 I want to give to you. No one is more

16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not

17 able to care for me and help me.

18 I sincerely want you to understand that

19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor

20 if you think this is the end. Do not try

21 to answer this. Your letters are full of

22 things that do not interest me. You have no

23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,

24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that

25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read

1.3.5.7.9.11.13 (Odd No.'s) go read it once again but the Odd Number lines..

Wow! 50 Facts About Max Changmin huh?
Muahaha! Changmin's favourite/lucky number is 7!
Ok! From now on, my favourite number is 7 also! =P
Im totally obsessed with him =P

I BET SIWEI'S ONE IS 3, SINCE JUNSU'S FAVOURITE NUMBER IS 3 XDD

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.

If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you,

but I did, I do and I will.

#183 - When I Realized I Wasn't The Only One

2009-12-07T22:53:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
SUCH ADORABLE PICTURE!!!!!!
I LOVE DBSK!!!! ❤ ❤ ❤
This is their balloon's music video =D

Yo! If you're free, feel free to read my story at http://www.buzzle.com/

Desire Love Chapter 1 ↓
http://www.buzzle.com/articles/desire-love-chapter1-.html

Desire Love Chapter 2 ↓
http://www.buzzle.com/articles/desire-love-chapter2.html

Desire Love Chapter 3 ↓
http://www.buzzle.com/articles/desire-love-chapter3.html

Desire Love Chapter 4 ↓
http://www.buzzle.com/articles/desire-love-chapter4.html

Desire Love Chapter 5 ↓
http://www.buzzle.com/articles/desire-love-chapter5.html

Desire Love Chapter 6 ↓
http://www.buzzle.com/articles/desire-love-chapter6.html

Can you believe it?!
I got more than 20 comments, said that my story was good! XD
Im soo happy! I really am!
I wish more people will comment on my story! =D

OMG! HE'S SOOO SCARY! XDD
But he's cute as well! =P
I totally love the way he repeated ' HAJIMA!! Hajima, Hajima! " XD

Someone can walk into your life

and it is not until after they walk out that you realize

that they were even there.

#182 - Tagged by Joyce

2009-12-07T22:23:00.000-08:00

A. You prefer...
1. Alcohol or Mineral Water → Both ( I drink alcohol, SOMETIMES! )
2. Blue or Pink → Both
3. Hot Guys ( Hot guys like Taylor Lautner ) or Cool Guys → Both
4. Good Looks or Brains → Both
5. Taylor Swift or Taylor Lautner → Taylor Swift
6. Friends or Loved Ones → Friends
7. "Baby" or "Honey" → None

B. Your/You kind of guy :
1. Alcoholic or Non-alcoholic → Non-alcoholic, I wouldnt mind if he drinks alcohol sometimes =)
2. Good or Bad → Good
3. Brave or Cute → Both ( I hate cowards! XD )
4. Tall or Short → Tall
5. T-Shirt or Suite → Both
6. Coat or Leather Jacket → Both
7. Sunnies or Spectacles → Both
8. Caring or Rich → Both
9. Kisses or Hugs → Both
10. Romantic? → Of course!

C.Your Daily Activities :
1. After Breakfast → Online
2. Before School → Talk XD
3. During School → Talk XDD
4. After School → Talk also XPP
5. Night → Online
6. Midnight → Hang Out with sisters, SOMETIMES
7. Holidays → Online

Tag 10 people:

1. Aly
2. Amanda
3. Eunise
4. Natalie Ng
5. Pei Ming
6. Siwei
7. Xiao Yan
8. Xin Yu
9. Yan Er
10. Xiong Wei

1. What if 9 confesses that he/she likes you?
I will absolutely accept! HAHAHA! JOKING LA XDD Im not.. that.. that. you know?

2. Will you go out for a couple date with 3 if he/she asks to?
Couple date, no. Friends date, of course I will! =D

3. Is 7 single?
Im not sure.. XD

4. Describe 1.
She's sweet, kind and friendly =D

5. Will you date 8?
Again.. Im not that.. that.. But if im a guy, I will =)

6. What is 2's nickname?
Hmm.. If Im not mistaken, I think its Grasshopper? XD

7. What do you wish to tell 10 right now ?
Dont transfer? =)

8. What is 5 good in?
EVERYTHING =)

9. If you were to do one thing to 4 , what would it be?
Hmm... Not sure. Depends on her =)

10. Have you seen 1 cried ?
Ya =(

11. Is 2 crazy or geeky?
Nope.. She's not crazy nor geeky =)

12. Will you hold 7's hand and walk around?
I will. Though Im not.. that.. that. XDD

13. What do you think of 6?
She's mine =P

14. Will you kiss 3 when there is only both of you in the park?
HAHAHA! NO WAY! IM NOT LES! XDD

15. Is 8 sweet?
Yupe =D

16. What is 9's hobby?
Im not sure XD

17. Will you date 10 to a high class restaurant?
Well, he's just my friend =P

18. Is 5 fitted to be a maid?
Hmmm... Im not sure XDD

19. When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella ?
Number 6, Siwei XDD

20. Where would you go with 1 on a date ?
Im a girl, she's a girl too. Its impossible =P

The End

#181 - When You Believe

2009-12-02T05:30:00.000-08:00

YUKAN CLUB!!
BEST DRAMA EVER!! XDD
Its something like solving mysteries?
Its really nice!
I've watched 2 times ;P

Main Actors

Akanishi Jin again! XDD as Shochikubai Miroku ( A member of KAT-TUN )

Acted in

Yukan Club - A very good fighter.
Anego
Gokusen 2

Taguchi Junnosuke as Bido Granmarie

Acted in

Yukan Club - A playboy, dating many girls at once.
Hanayome To Papa

Yokoyama Yu as Kikumasamune Seishiro

Acted in

Yukan Club - A good fighter with smarts.
Tokyo Sonata

Main Actresses

Kashii Yu as Hakushika Noriko

Acted in

Yukan Club - Has male phobia and can get very violent when they touch her.
Innocent Love

Minami as Kenbishi Yuri

Acted in

Yukan Club - Loves to indulge on eating, also a good fighter.

Suzuki Emi as Kizakura Karen

Acted in

Yukan Club - Dream to marry into rich family using her attractive body and style.
Gal Circle

Mike He acted in this drama too! XDD
Cant believe huh?
Taiwanese and Japanese together.
I was shocked when I saw Mike He in Episode 7.
I was like " Huh?! Isn't that Mike He?! "
He was a playboy in that drama.
A man who have MANY WIVES XPP

________________________________________________________

CHANGMIN!

MY FAVOURITE MAN ON EARTH! XDD

He's soo adorable! <3

Loving someone that doesnt love you

is like reaching for a star,

you know you'll never reach it

but you just gotta keep trying.

#180 - Thats The Way It Is

2009-12-02T02:44:00.000-08:00

I've just watched GOKUSEN 2!!
Oh damn! Its nice! XD

Main actors

Akanishi Jin!! as Hayato Yabuki ( A member of KAT-TUN )

He acted in

Yukan Club, THE BEST DRAMA EVER!!
Anego
Gokusen 2 ...

I love him as much as I love DBSK ;P

Kamenashi Kazuya as Ryu Odagiri ( A member of KAT-TUN )

He acted in

Nobuta Wo Produce
Gokusen 2
Gokusen The Movie ...

Teppei Koike! as Keita Takeda ( A member of WaT )

He acted in

Lovely Complex
Gokusen 2
Dragon Zakura
Water Boys 2 ...

He's extremely CUTE! XDD

Mokomichi Hayami as Hikaru Tsuchiya

He acted in

Zettai Kareshi - Absolute Boyfriend, which is very very sad ;(
Gokusen 2 ...

Keisuke Koide as Kosuke Hyuga

He acted in

Gokusen 2 ...

Main Actress

Nakama Yukie as Yamaguchi Kumiko / Yankumi

She acted in

Gokusen 1
Gokusen 2
Gokusen 3
Gokusen The Movie ...

I wonder what is on Lee Soo Man's mind.
How can he be so cruel to DBSK?
No wonder DBSK wanted to disband *sigh*

What do you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who is making you cry?

#179 - Eternality

2009-11-28T06:35:00.000-08:00

Im disappointed in her, INDEED.
After I found out she's actually a playgirl, Im really disappointed.
I mean I couldn't believe until I saw it myself.
She's actually a playgirl who plays other ppl's feelings?
She wasn't like that last time.
She was such a pure, innocent and cute girl.
But now, she totally changed.
Changed into someone I dont know and I dont wanna know anymore. *sigh*
___________________________________________________

Oh by the way, let me tell everyone a really 'funny' and 'stupid' story. ;D
There's this guy.
Ok, let's just name this guy Z alright?
Z had a girlfriend named A.
Few months later, Z broke up with A and went for another girl.
Well, I supposed that's cheating right?
But the funniest thing ever was he actually know this so-called another girl through online game and he just fell for her?
A was left all alone because of that jerk.
So, she picked her shattered heart and went for another guy too.
Again, few months later, Z assumed A cheated on him?!
Dont you think its weird and funny?
I mean he's the one who was cheating! NOT A!
He started calling A bitch, liar and so on.
Z even said this " Promises are a failure to you! "
Well, A didn't really promised Z anything, did she?
It doesnt make sense at all.
Doesnt he feel shameful by his actions?
At least feel it a little bit?
Other people might ask me " What's your point for telling everyone this story? "
Its because I really detest boy with a shit attitude like this so-called Z. -.-
He's the one who cheated on A first.
Why can't he just admit he cheated?
Honestly, if Im Z, I'll definitely admit I cheated on A instead of assuming A cheated on me.
It makes me laugh really hard, you know?

P.S : After Z found out that the so-called another girl was really ugly, Z wants A back, unfortunately, A doesnt wants him back anymore ;P

___________________________________________________

Siwei, listen to this song!
You'll definitely love it! ;D

Like Wei said so..

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH, DBSK ;D

We cannot beg someone to stay

if they want to leave

and be with someone else.

We have to admit that love

doesn't give us the license to own a person.

That is what love means... Sacrifice.

#178 - Sky Of Love

2009-11-27T00:49:00.000-08:00

I've watched Koizora, Sky Of Love The Movie again xD
Its really sad.
They've been through so many obstacles and finally get to be together but in the end?
God separated them. *sigh*
I really love the main characters.

Main Actress
Aragaki Yui starring Mika. ( Ok! She's totally pretty and cute! )
She's a model by the way >.<

Main actor
Miura Haruma starring Hiro ( I know, you guys will definitely say he looks like delinquent. )
But he actually look really good-looking in black hair =P

I cried and cried and cried because of the ending.
Well, its normal.
I liked the drama too but I still prefer movie.
Though they cut it short but still, I love the characters =P

This movie have a nice quote too.

It said

" If I could have 3 wishes, I wont wish for the stars, the moon, the riches and the life. But for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week and 13 months a year just to spend a longer time with you. "

Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.

#177 - Show Me Your Love

2009-11-26T07:34:00.000-08:00

You guys cant just disband like that!
You guys will disappoint the fans, me as well!
Please please please!
Pretty please! Dont disband!
Without one of you, DBSK is IMPERFECT!

Well, I detested SM treated you guys like that but still, SM is the only company which can make you guys famous.
No offence but honestly!
Without SM, DBSK was NOTHING
Without SM, There will be no DBSK.
You guys went through so many obstacles to stand on the stages, and now..
You guys want to give up?
Ok, maybe I dont know the 'Idol's World',
But no matter what..

IM FOREVER DBSK!! =)

I'll LOVE DONG BANG SHIN KI FOREVER AND EVER! <3

Im sure that even IF you guys really disband, you guys will still be BFF! =)

SO, I'LL PRAY FOR YOU GUYS! DONT EVER EVER DISBAND!

Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.

#176 - The Day Has Come

2009-11-26T00:08:00.000-08:00

Location : The Curve

We, the 4 hyperbolas and Joshua went to Red Box and watched A Christmas Carol .
Ok, no offence but its BORED!
Its kinda of scary also.
Picture time :

Spot me! Well, thats easy though XDD ( Thanks Joshua )

Im on left actually XDD

If you love someone more than anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

#175 - Missing Someone I Shouldn't Have?

2009-11-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

Why am i missing someone I shouldn't have?

Well, the story goes like this.

One of my ex-classmates invited me to a gathering

And I chatted with this guy.

I admitted I loved him once.

I found out he was in a relationship?

Facebook said so.

I felt the pain deep down in my heart which I shouldn't have.

Congrats him and I feel happy for him. ( Not really though )

How I wish i was the girl. haha! I was being stupid :D

Forget it.

Its not important anymore.

Somehow, Im tired of being all alone.

Im holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it wont.

#174 - Happy Birthday My Beloved Grandpa!

2009-11-21T00:40:00.000-08:00

GRANDPA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
YOU'RE THE BEST GRANDPA I'VE EVER HAD!

My words :
Im so lucky to have
You as my grandfather
If I have to choose one
I'd choose no other

When I need your help,
You're there for me
A better grandfather
You couldn't be.

The bond we share
Will always be strong
In my eyes Grandpa
You can do no wrong.

From :
Your beloved grand-daughter ^.^

#173 - Trouble

2009-11-21T00:18:00.001-08:00

IM IN TROUBLE!!!!
What should i do?
WHICH HANDPHONES SHOULD I CHOOSE?!
I wanted a white colour flip handphone. ( SONY, DEFINITELY! )
But I heard from my sister that some of them easily crack.
Its either crack or functions not good enough.
HOW?
Can anyone recommend any other phones?
Chrys said I should try Motorola V9 cause Motorola V9 is very stylish but I dont like MOTOROLA.
The battery cant even last long. ( I used to have 1 motorola phone and it sucks alot -.- )
I really love the Z708 ( Shown Below )
But then I've read some of the comments.
They said it easily crack and functions not that good. * Sigh *
I might buy W508.
Ceci is using it now. Her's is black colour.
I scare if I buy it, She'll be unhappy with it. =(

Z708 ?

W508 ?

W980 ?

Z770i ?

W308i ?

T707i ?

#172 - Our Love Will Always Last

2009-11-19T04:04:00.001-08:00

My blog is gonna be so dead and bored so dont even bother to visit because I dont have any events or outings recently =(
I went to tuition this morning.
Thanks to ceci, we did SRA ( Self-learning scheme ) for 2 hours =)
Well, I guess thats for today. =(

There's always something that I wanted to say.
I really wanted to say it out loud but I know if i said it, I'll end up hurting ppl and even myself.
And I know if i said it, my life will turn upside down.

Honestly, to those ppl who I've hurt. Im sorry for what I've did. ( especially ****** **** )
I might be childish and playful last time.
I really hate myself for hurting others.
I mean I dont have the right, right?
I dont know why but I really feel ashamed of myself.
Once again, SORRY =)

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

#171 - What Is Promises?

2009-11-17T04:35:00.000-08:00

Why couldnt ppl always keep their promises?

They always lied, broke their promises and made me really disappointed.

Im really disappointed in the ppl who gave birth to me but doesnt care about how i felt these 14 years.

Its like they gave birth to me by forced.

Its like they didnt actually want to give birth to me but they have to because she's pregnant?

How am I gonna feel the happiness in this family without them knowing me well?

Cant they at least said " Su-Ann, you looked down today. You ok? "

If they did asked me, I swear I'll definitely tell them everything.

And guess what?

Whenever Im cried, my 2 freaking sisters just asked me " why so stupid cry? "

Oh my gosh! You actually called this ' concernation '?

I dont think so.

You promised me to take me go swimming, and i trusted you.

But in the end, you just said something that was really unbelivable.

" No need go swimming d la. Go jogging la. "

I know why you told me this.

Because you're lazy. You didnt want to take me.

I know you've always washed our clothes, shoes, everything.

But that doesnt mean you know us well.

You always said you're so pityful because your children doesnt understand you.

But did you ever tried to even understand them?

You did not. You always said Im lucky enough to be in this family.

Do you think so?

I dont think so.

Because Im really unhappy with all of you.

I want my family at least know what I want, what I dont want, what I need but not scold me for NOTHING.

Oh ya, they scolded me for my results.

I did improved, didnt I?

You all just wanted to see A A A, as long its an A, you guys are satisfy?

What about B and C?

Is B and C so poor? I believe its average.

You've never done something Im happy with.

Sometimes, I felt so left out.

My 2 sisters are so pretty and Im just like an ugly duckling who doesnt belongs to that family.

My 2 sisters got EVERYTHING they want.

My mum tried so hard to make them look perfect but she didnt did that on me.

Am I not worth for them to love me?

If its like this, why did they give birth to me?

You all didnt see that ' hard-working ' me, but you guys saw the ' lazy-playful ' me.

What's all this?

I dont think I even deserve to be in that family.

D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T is really a word.

At one point in your life you either have the thing you want or the reasons why you don't

#170 - Amazing

2009-11-16T20:47:00.000-08:00

Holidays

Holidays!

BORED!! T.T

I went to Ou with Ceci and Wei last friday.

We watched 2012 ( muahahahaha! )

BEST MOVIE EVER! =)

I wanted to watch it with my family again today.

Unfortunately, its hard to get ticket because its full =(

* Sigh * Forget it.

After all, I've watched d =)

By the way, this is the video i made for DBSK =P

Wei, watch it if you have time =D

#169 - Your Love Is All I Need

2009-11-12T04:14:00.000-08:00

Holidays
Holidays
Holidays!

Finally! I wonder what I'm going to do during holidays.
Im not going to anywhere.
Just hang around with friends =(
I've just finished Where Rainbows End ( It was happy ending. Or should i say happily ever after? XD )
Siwei, I nearly throttle you to death this afternoon
You didnt bring If You Could See Me Now. T.T
Luckily, Calvin, Daniel, Chia-Jie and Shanice accompany me!
Or else, I'll be bored to death!
We talked about craps XD
Gossiping, joking around and Calvin, you havent thanks me for the massages yet -.-
Im so gonna beat you up! =.=''
Natalie, why didnt you come? =(
*Sigh* You left me and Shanice. T.T

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

#168 - Home Is Where Your Story Begins

2009-11-11T07:43:00.000-08:00

Hmmm... Im still stucked at Where Rainbow End =(
My next book will be If You Could See Me Now, I doubt
Today was indeed fun XD
Today is the day when DJians showed their talent at DJ XP
The performances i loved the most is... I dont know..
There's too many XD
Ahh!
My days are so boring! How? =(
By the way, congrats me.
My average are 66.10% -.-
Im so proud of it..

NOT!!!!
Well, who cares! Oh ya, my mum cares -.-
*sigh* forget it!

There Is No Problem That Cannot Be Solved

#167 - Where Rainbows End

2009-11-10T04:01:00.000-08:00

Hey!

Long time didnt update my blog XD
Well, im doing now =P
Exam finally over. I mean exam over long time ago. =)
I wasnt really satisfy with my results but its ok.
I'll try my best next year =)

Im currently reading Where Rainbow End by Cecelia Ahern.
This story book was interesting.
I hate Sally The Bitch and Greg The Cheater!
I think i might as well finish this book tonight since i have 150++ more pages left =P
I got nothing to blog about because there's nothing interesting going on today.
Oh ya! I wish Shanice could bring the Monopoly tomorrow because Im bored to death!
P.S : She better bring -.-
So, the day without Nat and Shanice was bored.
Pn Anis even asked me " Where's your gang(natalie and shanice, obviously)?
All i could say is " They absent " =(
Well, they're going tomorrow so yeah... XD

Without Struggle There Is No Progress

#166 - Suprise Party

2009-10-04T23:48:00.000-07:00

Lerynne's Suprise Party

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, LERYNNE!! =)

I know I know! You were really suprised back then!
Well, thanks to our hard work! XD XD
Or maybe its Ceci and Wei's hard works?
I didnt really do much thing.
I hope you dont mind because i didnt know what should i do for you so i did a card =)
I hope you have fun for your 2009 birthday!
We've already asked your mum.
Your mum told us its your first suprise party! XP
YAY!

Before her birthday that night, I didnt wish her because I was suppose to forget about her birthday. On that day, I went to school and act like nothing happened. I made it!! Its really hard to act. Siwei came to school.

Wei : Happy Birthday, Lerynne!
Rynne : Thanks!
Me : Huh? What? * Pretend to look so lost *
Wei : Her birthday today ar! * murmered in front of her *
Me : Ah? Oh! OMG! LERYNNE, IM SO SORRY!!! I'VE FORGOTTEN YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! SORRY SORRY SORRY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LERYNNE * hugs *

Well, obviously rynne looked kinda disappointed that time. Me and Ceci brought phone to school. We wrapped it in a box =) That day was like usual day. After school, Wei, Ceci and I waited for Wei's aunt to fetched us. We bathed and chatted about rynne's suprise party. I was so excited and scare! I scared our plan will be ruined till the very last minute. We reached Rynne's house and went in quietly. We have to wait for her Godmother and Godfather to come. After they came, Rynne's mother asked her to go down to see a bug? And SUPRISE!!!! XD This is the best suprise party ever!! XP XP Enjoy the photos =)

AT NIGHT, MONOPOLY

P.S : Its Powerpuff Girl Monopoly XD XD

We started to played at 1 or 2 am and ended at 6 something in the morning.
We slept at 6 something till 12 something noon and went to eat lunch/breakfast at Taman Megah. =)

Was too bored so i read magazine! XD
Lindsay Lohan lost her loves
She's hot and pretty la. =)

WE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER!
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER! =)

#165 - Happy Birthday!

2009-10-01T05:25:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, Chrystian!!

This is the video i made for you =)
I hope you enjoy it! =D

#164 - This I Promise You

2009-09-28T04:58:00.000-07:00

Your Promises

I have to study!
3 more weeks!!
I must study!
I cant concentrate T.T
What am i gonna do now?
Please help me!!!
I dont even understand one!!! Im so dead now!
3 more weeks to go!!!
I HAVE TO STUDY!!!! URGHHH!
Im so frustrated now!
Though i really hate study, but i dont want anyone to look down on me!
I will definitely try my hardest so BYE! =)

Currently Addicted To :
This I Promise You - Nsync

#163 - Be My Baby

2009-09-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

Be My Baby

I went out with Chrys, Yin and Lin today.
Well, I admitted its kinda bored at first.
We went to Kota Damansara starbucks at 3.30 to wait for Lin's finished her work at 4.30.
I should've bring my sejarah down from the car and study but i dont dare to tell Chrys XD
We went to Ikano, Ikea and The Curve.
We shopped for sometime.
Oh by the way, I saw my puay chai 2 old friend, Andrew.
I dont think he recognized me anymore.
We havent seen each other for nearly 3 years, I think.
At night, we went to Damansara Village for steamboat.
AND! I was pissed at someone who worked there! Im really pissed!
He scolded me for NOTHING! ( To be honest, I hate him so much since the first day I went there -.- )
After dinner, we came back home and now, Im here XP
Tomorrow, im going out with them AGAIN!
And tomorrow will be more fun because Chrys is gonna teach Yin drive car and he's gonna take me go catch prawn for our DINNER! XP

Currently addicted to :
Hero - Enrique Iglesias

#162 - Wake Up

2009-09-24T09:43:00.000-07:00

Your Shadow

Woke up at 8.30 to do my tuition homework.
Ceci came my house and we went tuition together.
After that, she came to my house and ONLINE -.-
Well, whatever.
I wanna go out!
YES!!!!!!!!
SATURDAY AND SUNDAY, IM SO GONNA GO OUT!
I'LL KILL MYSELF IF I DONT GO OUT!
CHRYS! BETTER TAKE ME GO HANG KAI OR ELSE, I'LL KILL YOU! XP
Last saturday, I went out with Lin ( eldest sister ), Yin ( second sister ), Chrys and his friends.
Oh my gosh! Its indeed fun!
I mean going out at night
Well, i didnt know my mum was actually worry about us so much that she couldnt sleep
Sorry, Mum =(
We'll never do it again.
All thanks to Chrys that i can enjoyed all the fun =)
We went to Sunway Pyramid, Kota Damansara's starbucks and many more places.
I love his car the most =P
Time to bed!
Bye!

Currently addicted to
Halo - Ahmir
Bye Bye - Ahmir
Come Back - Ahmir
( Well, although they're not officially a singer band but they're popular in YOUTUBE XP )

#161 - Tagged

2009-09-23T08:05:00.000-07:00

Tagged By Wei

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
Forehead

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING ?
Headache because doesnt get enough sleep.

3.Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH ?
Ermm... Cecilia, I think so.

4.Would you consider yourself SPOILED ?
Sort Of.

5.Will you ever donate BLOOD ?
Definitely yes if i can save someone from dying =)

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX ?
Yupe.

7.Do you want someone to be DEAD ?
No way la!

8.What does your last text message SAY?

To: Cecilia
+012927XXXX

Huh? I dont get what you mean, Ceci. O.o

9.What are you thinking about right NOW ?
Exam =(

10. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW ?
Yes. My daddy! He's working now. =(

11.What was the time you went to bed last night ?
12a.m.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Padini.

13.Is someone on your mind right NOW ?
Yes, my eldest sister. haha! XD

14.Who was the last person who text YOU ?
Cecilia.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz .

Eunise
Andrea
Alison
Bridget
Rufina
Yue Teng
Hann Jian
Natalie
Xiong Wei
Yaner

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH ?
Im not sure XD

16. Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE ?
Female =)

17. If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER, would it be a good?
They dont even know each other because they're from diff schools XD

18. What is no.1 studying?
Not sure XP

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM?
Them? O.o

20. IS no.4 SINGLE ?
Ermm... Its her privacy. Moreover, i dont know about it =)

21. Say something about no.2.
Friendly, Cute, Funny

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being TOGETHER ?
Hey! They can try it out! Not bad XD XD XD

23. Describe no.9
Hmmm.... Pervert? XD JOKING! Friendly la..

24 . What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT ?
I dont think they know each other.

25 . Do you like no.8 ?
I LOVE HER SO MUCH XP XP

#160 - Sushi Day

2009-09-23T05:42:00.000-07:00

Sushi Day
Monday was a sushi day!
Ceci and Rynne bought the ingredients and we made it in Siwei's house.
Moreover, we watched Beauty And The Beast & The Little Mermaid. =)

Stop playing with the phone la, Rynne! XD

Great! It looked disgusting but its delicious =)

One word. R-E-T-A-R-D-E-D =P

Thats my words, wei! Chumchumber XD

O.o

Siwei looked like a chicken here XD XD
Rynne : Eh, my shirt is KFC wan u know?
I : .... * speechless *

Dont try to act cute here because you're cute enough XP

Ok.. Thats all! =)
I know the sushi was disgusting but like what Wei said.
Dont judge a sushi by its looks XD

#158 - When Your Dreams Come True

2009-09-23T04:17:00.001-07:00

When Your Dreams Come True

Hmmm.....
I didnt update my blog for quite a long time d and sorry, yue teng XD
well, I went to Genting Highland with Wei, Rynne and Ceci.
This time, we went there and overnight =P
We took many photos especially when we were jumping on the bed XD
I bet the bed gonna break if we jump any longer.
Luckily we stopped XP
See how crazy we were! =P

Wei and I at the bus station

MUSHROOM FARM! XD ( Dinner )

Who's legs is that? O.o

Dont block me, rynne! XD

Very cold!

Poser! =P

What are we laughing at? Must be something really funny XP

Why am i the shortest now? T.T

Mushroom farm =D

HoHoHo!!

Jump Jump Jump

Hey! Jump Higher la!

Ceci! The bed is breaking! XD XD XD

Looks like she's proposing to me =P JOKING!

>.<

The highest i can jumped XD

Haha!

Siwei, potong! -.-

Me and Rynne at hotel

Hotel's mirror

Mirror Mirror Mirror

I know i looked like a tomboy when i wear my cap =P

Cable car! Scary! NOT! XD

* looking for Ceci * Where are you? O.o

Lobby's lif's mirror XD

Hello? Siwei ar? Where are you? XD XP

You cannot take this photo, siwei!!

Shadow Of Us

Why is it the one who control the car was Rynne? O.o I wanted to try =(

123 Cheese!

Hug Hug

Rynne's and My combine Love! Muacks

Roller Coaster

Hotel Room.

Siwei and I

Sungai Rajang Ride

Roller Coaster! SCARY! XD

Well, thats all! =D
I hope it entertain you, Yue Teng XP
Ok then!
Bye! =D

P.S : A week later, I went to Genting again but that was a one day trip and it without Rynne & Wei. Only me, Ceci, her sister, her grandma, my mother, my father, my neighbours, my sisters and my grandparents XD We enjoyed the foods at Coffee Terrace! It was really good and delicious =P

#166 Thanks

2009-09-11T21:41:00.000-07:00

I've waited for so long just want this week to happen!
My friend finally forgive me!
He wrote a letter to me said he forgive me.
I was so happy!
I almost cry.
Thanks for forgiving me!! =)

#156 Remember Me?

2009-08-07T05:42:00.000-07:00

Your Memories

Few months ago or maybe two months ago, I bought the book Remember Me?
Its an interesting story =D
The plot goes like this -

When twenty-eight-year-old Lexi Smart wakes up in a London hospital, she's in for a big surprise. Her teeth are perfect. Her body is toned. Her handbag is Vuitton. Having survived a car accident—in a Mercedes no less—Lexi has lost a big chunk of her memory, three years to be exact, and she's about to find out just how much things have changed.
Somehow Lexi went from a twenty-five-year-old working girl to a corporate big shot with a sleek new loft, a personal assistant, a carb-free diet, and a set of glamorous new friends. And who is this gorgeous husband—who also happens to be a multimillionaire? With her mind still stuck three years in reverse, Lexi greets this brave new world determined to be the person she…well, seems to be. That is, until an adorably disheveled architect drops the biggest bombshell of all.
Suddenly Lexi is scrambling to catch her balance. Her new life, it turns out, comes complete with secrets, schemes, and intrigue. How on earth did all this happen? Will she ever remember? And what will happen when she does?

I wonder why Lexi cheated on her husband.
Maybe is because her husband does not express the love she want for her.
She's so lucky.
Two guys loved her.
Moreover, the two guys who loved her really very rich and gorgeous - this is how they describe it and im glad that there's no movie of this, you know why?
Because i dont believe how ' gorgeous ' are they.
I mean the Twilight, they decribed how gorgeous Edward Cullen is and when he emerged at the screen, it gaves me GOOSEBUMPS!
Because Robert Pattinson is soo not gorgeous and he's diff from the Edward Cullen! =P
Last time, i thought Robert Pattinson was really handsome but the more i look at him, the more i think that he's no longer handsome anymore..
But Kristen Stewart suit for the Bella's role. =D
Okie! i should stop here.
Oh and, what should i read next?
I borrowed The Boy Next Door by Meg Cabot.
At first, i thought its nice but the more i read, the more i think its bored and its all written by EMAIL. -.-
Can anyone recommend some nice story books?

Listening To :

Unwritten ( Natasha Bedingfield )

#155 - Thanks my friend

2009-08-07T05:02:00.000-07:00

Thanks, My Friend

Hey girl, i really wanna thanks you.

Actually, i wanted to write a letter and thanks you for concerning me and treat me like a good friends.

But im busy these few days with homework so i think i will thanks you in blog as its easier =)

I Love You So Much..

Besides Ceci, Wei and Rynne, you're the only friend in Keruing who treat me nice and true.

You've never insult me. Even if you insulted me, i know its not from the bottom of your heart. =D

You've been a really nice friend.

Maybe last time, i really did something which make you unhappy and thats why you always mad at me XD

But you dont really angry at me since the day you promised me you wont angry at me anymore.

I really appreciated everything you did to me.

You always make me laugh when im sad. Play with me when im bored. Concern me when i cry.

And now i know what's true friend called.

True friend is someone you could rely on.

Most of us rely on friends for advice, comfort and inspiration.

I did not get hurt when you scolded me stupid and why should i listen to those ppl who scolded me bitch/slut/biatch/playgirl..

Because you care about me.

Maybe the way i written here is kinda disgusting but its from the bottom from my heart and i mean it =D

And when i read what you typed in the c-box ( people might cant understand this but im sure you can )

I was really touched..

Im so glad i have such a good friend like you.

I LOVE YOU <3>

Listening To :

I wanna be with you ( Mandy Moore )

#154 - My Own Small World

2009-08-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

You Will Never See These Tears I Cried

Hey guys!
I was really sad and hurt =(
Peope have been talking bad about me in a blog's chatbox.
They think Im a slut and Im not nice at all.
Did i really treat ppl not nice?
I've been smilling to everyone though T.T
What can i do to make feel comfortable with me?
Hmmm........
I shouldnt get affected by that ^.^
I still have Ceci, Wei, Rynne, Nat, Joshua, John who doesnt hate me at all right? *wink *
Like I will even bother them! BLUEK!
Hate them the most ( Though Its not from the bottom of my heart XD )

#153

2009-07-27T02:09:00.000-07:00

Been Waiting For So Long

Now is already 5.13 p.m.
I've been waiting for them to call me.
I thought they will call me once the school bell rang for recess time.
But they ended up disappoint me =(
They didnt call me from school.
I didnt received any call from them since yesterday.
I was waiting for their call and being so excited but its just a disappointment huh? * sigh *
Somehow, i was wondering did they even talk about me at school while im suffering at home.
Did they even say " I miss suann! " " How's suann now? I hope she's fine. " " I feel like calling her now. " " Im so worry about her now "
Did these sentences ever come out from their mouths?
Hopefully, yes but in reality, i dont know and i cant conclude anything.
Im going to take my rest now.

#152

2009-07-26T22:55:00.000-07:00

The Love That We Got

CONGRATZ ME GUYS!

I got food poisoned!!!!! -.-
Well, well, well, i vomitted TWICE yesterday after i came back from Port Dickson - My Hometown.
Its suffering and the doctor INJECTED MY LEFT HIP! DAMN FREAKING PAIN!
I have to eat the tablets!

Antibiotic tablet! The tablet that i hate to eat the most whenever im sick.

Vomitting tablet.

And this stomachache tablet.
I have to take one day MC -.-''
I WANNA GO TO SCHOOL SO BADLY T.T * sigh *
But tomorrow im going to school =P

Listening To :

True Love - Faith Evans

I've started to hate you.

What can i do to stop myself from hating you?

I really dont wanna hate you but you made me really very unhappy recently.

#151 - Happy Belated Birthday, Pei Ming

2009-07-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated Birthday

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, PEI MING! =)

MAY YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE AND I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND ^.^

PS : sorry, i stole your picture and edited it. Please forgive me >.<

#150 - Happy Belated Birthday, Liang Jun

2009-07-20T05:19:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated Birthday

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, LIANG JUN!

I LOVE YOU FOREVER! =)

Im sorry its late but still May Your Wishes Come True ^.^

#149 - Bracelet From My Loved One

2009-07-19T07:59:00.000-07:00

Bracelet From My Loved One

Today i went to Ou and i saw many people over there and it was indeed an embarrassing day.
' Somone ' ( I guess she doesnt want me to say her name here ) lost her phone in arcade.
She came to told me and i was really shocked.
Me, Rynne, Han Min and Jun Yu ( i think i spelled his name right ) ran down and find that STUPID OLD LADY who took the phone and refused to return it back.
Me and cecilia ran the whole ou. ( BARE FOOT! )
We didnt run with our shoes because it hurts alot so to make it comfortable, we take out our shoes and ran the whole ou just to find the stupid old lady who stole ppl's phone and doesnt want to return it. -.-
She sucks alot -.- And it makes me pissed off!
Han Min was the one who gave the phone to that old lady thought that it was the old lady's one.
He knows nothing. Cant blame Han Min =) He's nice ^.^
I mean arent that old lady feel ashame of herself now?!
She's with her husband and her ' 2 SONS '!
She already has 2 sons.
I just wished that old lady lost something precious one day and let her feel the taste of losting something precious and that time, i wont pity her. i will only say ' SERVES YOU RIGHT, BITCH! '
Well, maybe im too harsh but its true werd!
ITS ALL HER FAULT! HMPH!
Poor ' someone '
We watched TRANSFORMER 2

Megan Fox is soo HOT and GORGEOUS!
And Transformer was soo nice =)
At first, siwei bought the ticket and i thought transformer would be boring though.
But i didnt expect it to turn out so interesting. XD
Oh ya, i also saw Xiao Yan, Dylan and Sue Jian.
AND ZACK -.-
Luckily he didnt see me because i covered my face and run away XD
Well then, i better get going =)
BYE!

Listening To :

We Belong Together - Mariah Carey

#148 - My Shallow Love Story

2009-07-18T05:41:00.000-07:00

My Shallow Love Story

My Goodness! My God! OH MY GOD!
' Someone ' asked me for couple!
But i told him i have to think about it and i need time.
I mean it so sudden because you know.
I've stop coupling for a long time.
Because i wasnt interested in relationship nor love after coupled with a boy from my class.

But now, someone confessed to me and he asked me for couple so sudden?
Unbelivable! BUT i dont think i will accept him though.
Its not that i dont like him.
I mean yes, i dont have feelings for him YET but maybe soon, i will? Who knows!
I just dont know how to answer him.
He said he will give me time and maybe its fine cause last time, i've rejected him one time d.
People might dont know me but cecilia, siwei and rynne knew.
They knew that to me, if there's first time, there wont be second time.
As in i liked a person first time and i wont like him for the second time.
Ah! Whatever! I dont bother. Gotta think properly this time.

Olivia Lufkin

And IM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH OLIVIA LUFKIN!
She's so pretty and i love her voice soo much!
I found all her songs from an anime called NANA
And NANA was the anime i watched when i was standard 6 and totally in love with that anime although its a sad love story and kind of complicated.

NANA

Olivia's songs were awesome!
All her songs were so sad.
1. Shadow Of Love
2. A Little Pain
3. Winter Sleep
4. Bleeding Heart
5. Tell Me
OTHERS

Although its Japanese but its still nice.
No matter wad, i love Olivia Lufkin and Aragaki Yui the most! XD

Aragaki Yui

Aragaki Yui acted in a movie called Koizora ( Sky Of Love )

Sky Of Love is a popular touching movie that melts everyone hearts in Japan.

BUT!

~~( Spoiler ) The main actor died in that movie T.T~~

Well, the main actor is Haruma Miura and he died because he got brain tumor IN THAT MOVIE! Not reality!

And of course the main actress is ARAGAKI YUI =)

Haruma Miura

Sky Of Love ( Koizora ) - Haruma starring Hiro & Yui starring Mika

Okie! Well! I better get going!

BYE! =)

Listening To :

Shadow Of My Love - Olivia Lufkin

#146 - Who Loves You?

2009-07-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

Who Loves You?

Today was an awful day. Not just awful but totally awful!
Terrible!
Guess what?
We, 2 Keruing went to Bilik Gerakan to meet Datin and all the disiplin teachers.
Because of the 2 Keruing's blog. * sigh *
Im so glad that Alison, Nadya, Daniel and Yi Qian were okay now =D
At least they didnt expell by the school. Just suspended. =0
So, my legs was so jelly that i can barely feel it.
It so scary seeing all the disiplin teachers and Datin scolded us.
I nearly faint because of the hotness inside the room.
But the room got air-conditioner though.
Datin wants us to write all our Kesalahan in SMKDJ.
So, i wrote i wore ankle socks.
She scolded me!
She asked me to buy socks from Koperasi.
But there is no need to because i already got my LONG SOCKS. =P
But im still very scare.
Its like a nightmare.
I really hope everyone is okay especially Alison and Nadya.

Oh! And im currently reading True Love ( and other lies ) by Whitney Gaskell - Little Black Dress.
And i borrowed Princess Diaries - The Boys Next Door from XiaoYan.
Im extremely busy these days. - Doing my essays and others homework.
But now, i finally can spend some time to blog =D
Today morning, me and Cecilia lied to our tuition teacher that we didnt bring our essay and its actually in my bag.
We didnt do XD
I mean she's so good in acting. I was laughing and cant even say the WHAT words XD
Well, i think i should go to bed now.
Will blog again next time =)
BYE!

Currently Addicted To :

Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey

tagged by hann jian

2009-07-16T07:31:00.000-07:00

Tagged By Hann Jian

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Wanna sleep again
3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
Cecilia, i think?
4. Would you consider yourself spoilt?
Err... Kind Of =)
5. Will you ever donate blood?
Definitely Will!
6. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
Duh!
7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Of course NO! Im not evil!
8. What does your last message say?
~~Secrets XP~~
9. What are you thinking right now?
Nothing much, i mean NOTHING.
10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Suyin, My second sister. She went to trip. I missed her so much T.T
11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
Absolutely before 12.a.m.
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Cant remember
13. Is someone in your mind right now?
In fact, NO =)
14. Who was the last person who text you?
Siwei

Tag 10 " Lucky " people do this quiz.
1. Siwei
2. Xiong Wei
3. Natalie
4. Nadya
5. Alison
6. Xiong Wei
7. Calvin Yong
8. Bridget Tan
9. Eunise
10. Hann Jian ( i tagged you back! bluek! XD )

15. Who is the number two having a relationship with?
A girl.
16.Is number 3 a male or female?
Obviously she's a girl!
17. If number 7 and number 1 get together will it be good?
Maybe yes? ( ps : Dont Kill Me! )
18. What is number 1 studying?
Science?
19. Is number 4 single?
Yea.
20. Say something about number 6.
Friendly and kind-hearted
21. What you think of number 3 and number 6 being together?
They already got their own lover.
22. Describe number 9
A prefect from my school who doesnt catch me because she's too kind XP
23. Do you like number 8?
Yes! I love her! XD

End Tagged!

( ps : If you wanna copy paste, use Ctrl+C instead of right click copy. =D )

#144 Save Your Last Dance For Me

2009-07-11T08:43:00.000-07:00

Save Your Last Dance For Me

Today, i went to Yuk Chai's sports day.
It was bored and i saw many the so-called ' gangsters and lala ' people there.
I mean are they really from Yuk Chai, Huh?
Disgrace! XD
Okie..
Today, i was really tired.
My sister's boyfriend fetched me to Yuk Chai.
I ran to the canteen and meet Han Min. ( I met Hang Xiang too )
I asked Han Min accompany me to cecilia's house just to walked her to Yuk Chai -.-
So, i ran to Cecilia's house, walk back to Yuk Chai.
Later on, when siwei came.
We have to go back and put her stuff and went to Yuk Chai again -.-
After that, we went to 7E. ( saw madeleine, huiyan, carmen and their friends. )
We walked back to cecilia's house because siwei was going home.
After that, we went back to Yuk Chai again.
Urghh!!
I just dont know how many times i come and go from Yuk Chai to Cecilia's house.
My legs are pain.
I just came back from Damansara Jaya.
I mean wow! Almost every week, i went there.
One more thing, my dad knocked someone's car and he paid that person 300++
See how unlucky i am.
Or he? ( Im talking about my dad )
Okie.
I wanna go sleep.
Bye =D

Listening To : Too Little Too Late by Jojo

( She's pretty =D )

#143 True Colours

2009-07-07T04:44:00.000-07:00

True Colours

Hmm....

I've finished Once Upon A Prom - Dream & Dress!

Now, gonna continue with the Once Upon A Prom - Date ( which is the last episode =D )

Im so curious about the ending. Haha!

What should i read after Once Upon A Prom?

Should i read Princess Diary next?

Okay! I should right? ( Im actually talking to myself -.- )

Yay! I love Jordan but hate Tara.

I dont know why but she gave me a feelings that she's like a betrayer! Backstabbed her own friend.

But actually Jordan was wrong but i still love her XD

Nisha, I didnt really read her part =P

Okie! Got to get going!

I have many homework. So BYE! =)

Listening To : True Colours by Fiona Fung

( YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO THIS SONG! ITS NICE! )

#142 - Once Upon A Prom

2009-07-02T21:22:00.000-07:00

Once Upon A Dream

I borrowed a story book name ' Once Upon A Dream - Dress '

There are three episodes.

Its really nice.

I've read finish.

All thanks to Natalie XD

I really like the story!

The plot goes like that :-

JORDAN - Just because Im a blonde cheerleader who's dating the cutest boy in school, everyone thinks im shoo-in for prom queen. But is that what i want?

TARA - As head of the prom committee, its up to me to make the night perfect. Now if only this mysterious secret admirer would stop texting me.

Nisha - My super-strict parents dont even know what prom IS. Can i come up with a plan to convince them that i need to go?

NEXT IS! ONCE UPON A DREAM - DRESS!!!!! XD

Im addicted to love stories book now =P

Have to go school now.

BYE!

Listening To : Dont Matter by Akon

WHERE'S MY AKON'S CONCERT?! =(

#141 - Can You Keep A Secrets?

2009-07-01T08:56:00.000-07:00

Im currenly addicted to Can You Keep A Secret by Sophie Kinsella.
I used 3 days time to finished 372 pages of this story book.
All thanks to my dearest friend, Si Wei =D
She lend it to me.
I love tat story so much.

The story line goes like that :

Meet Emma Corrigan, a young woman with a huge heart, an irrepressible spirit, and a few little secrets -

Secrets From Her Boyfriend :
I've always thought Connor looks a bit like Ken. As in Barbie and Ken.

Secrets From Her Mother :
I lost my virginity in the spare bedroom with Danny Nussbaum while Mum and Dad were downstairs watching Ben-Hur

Secrets she wouldnt share with anyon in the world :
I have no idea what NATO stands for. Or even what it is.

Until she spills them all to a handsome stranger on a plane. At least, she thought he was a strange... Until Emma comes face-to-face with Jack Harper, the company's elusive CEO, a man who knows every single humiliating detail about her...
END

You guys really have to read this story book.
It was fantastic. XD
Got to go to sleep. Bye!

#139 - A Smile Is A Happiness

2009-06-27T07:36:00.000-07:00

A Smile Is A Happiness

La la la li la lo~~~~
Oh Hi! =)
What should i write today?
Hmmm.....
I went to Cecilia's house to ' study ' ?
Obviously, we will never study at cecilia's house.
Because that house has many memories of mine =(
There Are Memories That Cant Be Washed Away.
I cant erase all those memories.
I would like to if i could -.-
Well, back to topic.
Before I went to cecilia's house.
Me and cecilia went to ou just to buy a stupid whiteboard for my math teacher -.-''
We met Amanda and a girl who has a girly voice with ' aaron! zhe mo mei you jiao jie jie~~~? '
I almost throw up when i heard that >.< No offence
We went to cecilia's house. Chit chat and watch movie
The movie we watched was a movie that acted by Stephen Chow

He was indeed a funny actor XD
The way he speaks was amusing! =P
I just cant stop laughing whenever i watched his movie =D
We ended up watching movies instead of studying because we really not in the mood as rynne wasnt there and it was so boring without rynne. =( Rynne, dont perasan please XP
After that, i went back home.
Dad, thanks for fixing my comp and bought me a new 8GB pendrive that costed you 57 bucks =D
Dont worry, i will absolutely appreciate it.
Yesterday, i did mentioned about my cousin who travelling at UK right?
His blog was so funny.
You can read it if u want, after all.. its for public =D It sounds like im making an advertisement -.-

JY Tan

I've got to go.
Bye! =D

Listening To : Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson

I know its out-dated already but who cares. I still love it

REMEMBER GIRLS AND GUYS!

A SMILE IS A HAPPINESS =)

#138 - Remember?

2009-06-26T09:29:00.000-07:00

This week was indeed a bad week for me. -.-

Monday, as you can see from my previous posted, i get scolded by my sejarah teacher for not paying attention during class.

Tuesday, I woke up so early just to go for a stupid society. Its nonsense. I did nothing but chat there. Dont you think its a waste of time?

Wednesday, that the only day i can wake up late in the morning IF ONLY i dont have my house activities.

Thursday, I really dislike Thursday. I have tuition in the morning and guess what? My tuition teacher scolded me for 2 HOURS! can you imagine that?! 2 HOURS! Just because of my stupid results. I got 72% for my english and she scolded me as if i failed my english.

Friday ( today )

It was kind of fun because i get to play the fool and joked at class. * wink *
Oh yea, and... I knew my positions in class.
It wasnt that good and it wasnt that bad. Maybe its considered as average? hehe * blush *
My position is 16 and my percentages is 62.90.
At first, my position was 14 but Calvin Yong snatched it away! -.-
I dropped to 16 right away.
My parents wasnt that happy and wasnt that sad.
Phew! They didnt scold me because they got nothing to scold~~ * Ne Ne Ni Bu Bu *
Tomorrow is Saturday.
I mean obviously tomorrow is Saturday but i think im gonna skip class BECAUSE i dont feel like going.
I think im going to ou with cecilia they all instead of going to school do nothing but talk talk talk!
And i just heard from the radio and my friends that Michael Jackson had just passed away?!?!
Oh My Gosh! I cant believe that though.
I mean i was his fans when i was maybe 5 or 6 years old?
I even have his jacket last time and i always annoyed my mum to find where's my Michael Jackson's jacket!?!
She will get irritated whenever i asked her XD
But at last, my mum threw it away.
I mean duh! of course she threw it away la! Im so big size now and my Michael Jackson's jacket was like so small that it can fit in a baby XP
May Michael Jackson Rest In Peace... =(
Although he's no longer in this world anymore but i think many people will still miss him very much.
I started to love his songs.
He's the first singer i've ever seen that can sing so smoothly and well. =P
He can even dance gracefully or should i say the opposite of graceful? GANAS =P
I just read my cousin's blog.
3 weeks ago, he went to UK to visit his sister, my cousin.
According to his blog, i can see how he survive in Rome and Paris.
He said that the so called ' HOTEL ' wasnt 3 stars XD
It look more like 2 stars. HAHA!
He was so funny!
He even made a conclusion that internet cannot be trusted.
You're right, cousin! I agreed with you =P
Well, i got to go because tomorrow morning i still have to wash my shoes and fetch cecilia.
So, Bye guys! =)

Listening To : You're Not Alone - Michael Jackson

REST IN PEACE, MICHAEL JACKSON

#137 - Sunset

2009-06-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

Im so unlucky today.
I wasnt concentrating on my studies at skul today.
What's wrong with me man?!
Urghh!
I get scolded by my sejarah teacher.
What am i thinking?
After all, something is bothering me huh?
I got my prize for marching! XD
I was soo proud of it.. or should i say its not a big deal? O.o
Nothing special happened today.
Im chatting with yong now...
I know i know... you're the innocent wan... haha XD
Tomorrow got society.
Better go now! BYE!

Listening to : Cant Stop The Rain by Cascada

#136 - Im So Sick

2009-06-21T04:12:00.000-07:00

Location - Kelana Jaya Stadium

Well, sports day finally over.
Im so busy with marching, train my stamina for running.
Im getting darker and darker T.T
HELP ME! My mum said i've became an ugly duckling. =(
It offended me you know, mum?! (>.<)
I participated in Lompat Pagar and 100M.
And i actually lose (-.-)
Obviously, im not the last but still wasnt able to win for my house.
Lompat Pagar, i was third last T.T
100M, i nearly became the last one. But phew! I was second last. =(
Last time, my stamina wasnt that poor. * sigh *
Its okay! I will train myself from now on! =)
People can do it, i also can do it right? * wink *
These are the pictures we took. Enjoy =D

Spot Me (>.<)

Joshua's head XP

After the sports day, we went to Atria's KFC for lunch.

We were having fun there.

AH BAN! XD

I went to cecilia's house and slept. (-.-)zz

I was so tired and the next day my muscle was pain enough to make me fell down at my tuition centre.

So embarrasing * blush *

Okay. Back to topic.

Guess what.

MARCHING KESATRIA GET THIRD!!!!!!!!! XD

It amazed me although Kesatria get third last year also.

First - Unggul -.-''

Second - Maju =) # honestly, i support Maju =D #

Third - KESATRIA! =D

Lerynne, nvm la. try harder next time k? I wish maju, kesatria and hebat could win unggul somedays. XD No offence but i really hate unggul's marchers.

They're very bossy. -.-

Tomorrow got tuition.

Gotta go! Bye =)

Listening To - I Cant Stay Away by The Veronicas

#135 - Moonlight Resonance

2009-06-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

Muahaha!
Moonlight Resonance! Im back!!! XD
I love this Hong Kong series sooo much right siwei?
Well, siwei prefer 溏心
But too bad, siwei. I still prefer Moonlight Resonance XD
Last night, i slept at 2 something morning just to watch this XD
Sa Yi!! I wanna kill you! You betrayed hor ma and all the kids! Such a bad aunty -.-

Haha! Hmmm... Gotta go!
MOONLIGHT RESONANCE!!! IM COMING!!!!!!! XP

#134 - My Sky

2009-06-15T05:01:00.000-07:00

Hey! Today is the first day school reopen =(
Although im happy that i can see my friends there but i dont really like class T.T
Im so fedup of my class. Not the girls =)
Okay.
Let's start from this morning.
I went to school at 7.45 a.m. for marching practice and Wow! I saw all the rumah marchers were there included rynne and siwei.
Well, of course cecilia is with me =P
So we marched and we went to pavilion after the morning session students finished their asembly.
Mana tau!
I tak tau we going to have Raptai ( i think i spelled it right ) -.-
I was so suprise! I mean sean or my seniors didnt tell me and i havent ready yet!
In fact, it wasnt that scary =P
But I really wanna pee that time! XP
About 11 soemthing, finally we finished!
And sorry, justin =( I know you might be angry at me now but i wasnt purposely.
I mean my marching practice ended at 11 something.
I dont think you wanna come to 7e and meet me either right? Still sorry ya? =(
School finally started.
I went into a class that i really dont hope to be in it.
Great! why everyone pissing at me? I did nothing wrong okay?! If you think i did wrong then fine! I dont give a damn! I dont wanna apologize to ppl when they were angry me for NOTHING!
I mean that was horrible and immature! urghh!
Okay! Back to topic!
Ermm... 2 till 3.30 we went for marching practice.
It was so fun! =P
I get some of my subjects's result.
Maybe to you it was very poor but to me, it wasnt really that poor.
At least i did improved la =D

Maths - 58% ( JONATHAN, I WIN YOU! BLUEK! )
Sejarah - Not sure but they said it was 70%?
Moral - 76%
Geography - 51% ( Im always weak at Geography. Mum, you should understand me T.T )
KHB - 64% ( Puan Anis! You have to help me!!! i less one more mark! At least give me a B right? Come on! XD )

Urghh!! I have to work hard on my Math and Study hard for my Geography.
AND! XP
Me and Natalie were totally out of our mind today! XD
Okay. I have to admitted that i was the one who started to sing that lame song XD
Guess this song!
La la la la la, La la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la la
Do do do do do do
Ahhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ XP
It was very simply and this song was once famous =P
I dont know why. Today i was so crazy XD
Me, shanice and natalie were gossiping during KHB period AND!
SHANICE! YOU OFFENDED ME =(
But i know you're just kidding =)
It was all for today
I know it was kinda long or maybe it was freaking long but dammit, i couldnt take picture right?
I mean its impossible for me to bring my handphone to school! =P
So gotta go! =D

Listening To : Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely

#133 - Untouched

2009-06-13T08:22:00.000-07:00

Location : Ou

Went out with Cecilia, Justin, John and Jake.
We watched Night At The Museum 2 at the Old Wing's cinema.
Great! I hate that cinema! It so narrow -.-
Of course i still prefer GSC but there's many ppl lining up for tickets.

It was kinda funny.
But no offence, i still prefer Night At The Museum.
Its much more better than Night At The Museum 2.
Night At The Museum 2 was so bored. I almost sleep -.-
Im so sleepy now.
I think i have to go bed and tomorrow wake up early in the morning to pack all my stuff.
So GoodBye! =)

Listening to : Untouched by The Veronicas

#130 - Be With You

2009-06-12T08:23:00.000-07:00

Hey!

Oh My Gosh! I realised that im addicted to blog, i guess? =P

Hmmm.......

I found something new =)

It was the meaning of roses and a story.

The story was so stupid! XD

Story ~

"Oh the roses are so lovely– thank you so much, dear. So why did you give me fifteen stalks?" the girl asks. "Huh? Hmm– well just thought the bouquet look nice with fifteen." Ha you just got yourself shoot!
The meaning of roses: the color of roses; the number of roses each has got their meaning. Do you know that 11 roses represent "You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life" whereas 15 roses represent "I am truly sorry, please forgive me"? Now isn't that a total twist of the meaning for the roses you gave? What had meant to be a message of love has just turned into a message of apology; implying you was guilty of something?
Before you try to impress that someone with that bouquet of roses, make sure you know the meaning behind it, the meaning of roses; what the number of roses represent.

Meaning Of Colour Of Roses ~

Red ~

Sincere Love & Respect, Courage & Passion
Send red roses to convey the message of your passionate love for that someone; saying "I love you"

Pink ~

Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts.
Send deep pink roses to show your appreciation & gratitude; saying "Thank you" Send light pink roses to convey admiration and sympathy.

Yellow ~

In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. But today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning.
Send yellow roses to brighten up someone's day; to congratulate your friends and loved ones during Joyous occasions.

White ~

Spiritual love & Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you"
Commonly used as traditional bridal bouquet during weddings to symbolize a happy love. You can nevertheless use them to convey the message of "You are heavenly, I miss you"

Lavender ~

Love at first sight and enchantment
Send lavender roses of course, to convey the message of your "love at first sight" with that special someone. You can nevertheless also send them if you would like to make a special impression.

Orange ~

Passionate desire, pure enthusiasm and fascination
An excellent choice for a new relationship that you wish to pursue further. It can nevertheless also be referring to a new business partnership.

Meaning Of Number Of Roses ~

1 Rose : Love at the first sight; you are the one

2 Roses : Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

3 Roses : I love you

6 Roses : I wanna be yours

7 Roses : I'm infatuated with you

9 Roses : An Eternal love, together as long as we live

10 Roses : You are perfect

11 Roses : You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life

12 Roses : Be my steady

13 Roses : Secret Admirer

15 Roses : I am truly sorry, please forgive me

20 Roses : Believe me, I am sincere towards you

21 Roses : I am devoted to you

24 Roses : Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday

33 Roses : Saying "I love you" with great affection

36 Roses : I will remember our romantic moments

40 Roses : My love for you is genuine

50 Roses : Regretless love, this is

99 Roses : I will love you for as long as I live

100 Roses : Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age

101 Roses : You are my one and only love

108 Roses: Please marry me!

365 Roses : Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday

999 Roses : Everlasting and Eternal love

Now that you know the true meaning of Roses, You wont go wrong =P

This is extremely cool! Isnt it?!?! OMG! SO COOL! XD

Tomorrow going out with Cecilia, John, Justin and Jake for movies.

I better go! BYE =)

Listening to : Be With You by Akon